The Notebook//Joshler

March 17

today, josh and i decided to go to my apartment after family dinner, having stayed at the dun home for a little while, but every time one of us would make a move, we'd be interrupted by someone coming in.

so, we went to my home, but when we got there, we realized we'd probably need lube and condoms. so we had to drive back out.

we went to CVS, both of us knowing we weren't ready to handle a sex store yet.

we awkwardly walked to the 'personal hygiene' aisle, him holding my hand as i walked behind him. we just kinda stood there for a while, clueless as to what to say or do.

and, of course, a lady comes up and asks us if we need help with anything.

we told her no, but thank you at first, but a few minutes later, we were still clueless and had to ask.

it was quite embarrassing. i just kind of hid behind josh.

"well," she said. "it all depends on what you're planning on doing."

she had no shame in discussing anything to do with sex.

"um... having sex?" josh said nervously.

she laughed. "well, yes, but something with toy-"

"just sex. plain old, vanilla sex," josh quickly said.

"so are you planning on rough, slow...?"

"i-i have no idea," josh said. "ty? what do you think?"

i was forced to come out from behind him. "i-it's our first time s-so i'd imagine slow..."

"alright, so you'll probably want this lube," she said, grabbing one off the shelf and handing it to me. "and who's topping? well, i guess that doesn't matter if there's no... size difference down there."

"nope," i said. "there's a size difference. a big size difference. he's topping."

"alright," she giggled. "what size do you think you need?"

"like... a small, maybe," josh shrugged.

"XXL. he needs XXL," i said.

"tyler!" he exclaimed, his face bright red.

"what?" i giggled, poking his side.

"you haven't even seen it!" he giggled, poking my belly in return.

"honey, one time you had a wet dream and your moans were so loud i woke up, looked over, and saw your thingy reaching for the stars. you need XXL."

josh went dark red.

i giggled and kissed his cheek, taking the extra extra large condoms off the shelf and putting them in the basket.

we then got a few tubs of ice cream, knowing we'd want some afterward. we went to the checkout and thanked the lady for her help, driving to my apartment and carrying the bags inside.

as i was putting the ice cream in the freezer, josh came up behind me and starting sucking at my neck, making me moan softly.

he then reached his arm around me and snaked his hand into my shorts, starting to palm me through my boxers.

"josh..." i moaned.

"yeah, baby?" he said in the sexiest tone i've ever heard.

"l-let's go t-to my room," i said.

josh picked me up bridal-style, picking the bag containing the lube and condoms up on the way, making both of us giggle.

he set me down on my back, placing the items on my bedside table before straddling me. though, i rolled over so i was on top of him. i took my shirt off and he did the same, followed by our pants so we were left in only our boxers.

i started sucking at the spot on his neck that made him moan out, grinning to myself as i saw i had successfully left a hickey.

i then started grinding our crotches together, rolling my hips slowly and making sure he got a good view of my butt.

i must say, i have a good butt.

he slid his hands under my boxers and squeezed, moaning as i started grinding faster. he grew harder, as did i, and when he took off his boxers, i knew the XXL's were the right choice.

he's huge.

HUGE.

and i'm small. smaller than average.

"i don't know if i'll be able to take all of you," i whispered in his ear seductively.

"fuck, baby..." he moaned, my voice alone making him even harder. "w-we gotta start now o-or i'm gonna cum everywhere..."

i nodded, kissing his lips and allowing me to roll over so i was on bottom again. he grabbed the lube, starting to squirt it on his hands.

"can i do it?" i asked, biting my lip.

i've never seen him nod so quickly.

i grinned and took some in my hands, starting to slick him up as best as possible. i moved my thumb over his tip and he seemed to really like that.

he was moaning incredibly loudly.

he was as hard as possible, and had to stretch me for about ten minutes before he could even think about pushing into me.

he tried to roll a condom on, but it was too small.

the XXL was too small.

so, we ditched the condoms, and he pushed into me slowly.

and when he did, i was a moaning mess.

"is this good, baby?" he asked, caressing my sides.

"s-so good," i moaned, finding his hands and holding them tightly.

we both agreed we didn't want to fuck.

we wanted to make love.

and that's what we did.

but, i can say it right now, it's four hours later, and i can barely move.

"i-i love you, j-josh," i moaned as i got closer to cumming.

"l-love you too, ty- ohhh! oh, fuck!" he moaned. he was cumming.

and that alone made me do the same.

"josh! j-joshie!" i moaned as i became undone all over my stomach. and his too.

"oh, fuck, tyler! fuck fuck fuck!" josh moaned as he came deep inside me.

he pulled out after we were both done climaxing, mine lasting an entire thirty seconds while his lasted almost a minute.

i guess we're the perfect pair even inside the bedroom.

"t-that was s-so incredible," i panted as he laid beside me. i snuggled into him, burying my face in his neck.

"i-i didn't know you c-could be t-that fucking s-sexy," he said. "i-i mean really, ty. i-i didn't think i-it was possible to be s-so turned on."

i blushed deeply. "i-i didn't know someone c-could be so b-big yet so gentle."

josh smiled slightly and turned on his side, hugging me tightly and passionately kissing my lips. "that was so perfect, tyler."

i hummed in agreement, a smile on my lips. "w-we've gotta do this a-a lot."

"how does tomorrow sound?" he grinned.

"perfect."

-tyler