The Notebook//Joshler

March 22

today, we spent the day at the dun's home preparing for the NBA finals.

it was the last game, and we all wanted the cavs to win, being the team from ohio.

well, bill, jordan and i wanted the cavs to win.

josh, ashley, abigail, and momma dun all didn't understand basketball.

so, while we watched the game, the girls went and got their nails done while the boys stayed and watched the game.

i tried to explain how the game works to josh, but he didn't really understand it.

though, he did say he doesn't enjoy watching basketball with me because i'm constantly standing up and yelling, and he can't have his arms around me and kiss me while i'm doing that.

but, what was absolutely crazy, was that at halftime, bill left for a moment and returned with a bag, handing it to me with a smile.

i looked at him curiously but opened it, my eyes widening as i saw it was not only a cavs jersey, but it also had 'joseph-dun' on the back.

i immediately put it on, thanking bill over and over again.

he just smiled and told me there was no need to thank him.

josh was also smiling, hugging my waist tightly from behind.

i can't wait to have josh's last name.

but, momma dun said i've always been a dun, and she would gladly come with me to legally change my name.

abigail is convinced the only reason i'm 'getting her last name' is because we're 'brother and sister just our names got mixed up.'

anyways.

the cavs won, so all the boys were happy, as were the girls because they had their nails done.

josh and i decided we were too tired to drive back to my apartment tonight, so we slept in his bed.

it's so big and the sheets are so soft...

it'd be perfect for making love.

but, jordan's room is just down the hall from josh's, and he had already come to the door a few nights ago regarding us being 'too loud' even though we were just kissing in bed.

he's going through an average 15-year-old boy stage.

everything is 'gross' or 'annoying,' including josh and i.

but only when we're being affectionate.

when we aren't, he actually wants to hang out with us.

but, we're pretty much always holding hands or kissing, so it isn't often he tags along.

but, anyways, we snuggled in josh's huge, soft bed, kissing deeply before pulling back.

"what if i never get to have your last name, josh?" i asked sadly.

"baby, i'll do whatever is possible to make sure that one day, you're an official dun. i promise you that."

i nodded, kissing his cheek then resting my head on his shoulder.

i love my fiancé, and my fiancé loves me.

i love my fiancé's family, and some day, i'll officially be a part of them.

-tyler