January 20

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today, joshua came over.

his eyes were red and puffy from his constant crying.

there were bags under his eyes.

he hadn't slept in days.

"i forgive you," i told him for what seemed like a billion times. "so please forgive yourself."

he said he couldn't.

i asked him to kiss me.

he said he couldn't.

so i got up from the couch, and i went to my room.

and i locked the door.

i think he has left now. he's probably with emily.

it was love while it lasted.

-tyler

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