josh didn't mention the wedding today. he also wasn't hugging me or holding my hand and constantly as usual.
i think he's wanting to give me space.
but i made sure to tell him i love him throughout the day, and when we got in bed i snuggled really close to him and held his hand.
i also told him that in two days i'd be leaving to go somewhere with my friends.
he seemed a little surprised that i actually have friends now, but he didn't mention it.
"i'm sure you'll have a blast," he said, hugging my waist and kissing my temple.
i smiled and nodded, kissing his lips, mumbling an 'i love you,' and falling asleep.
we'll see how this goes.
-tyler
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The Notebook//Joshler
FanfictionWelcome to Tyler Joseph's journal. This is where he keeps his thoughts. The journal sits in his bedside table, and there are no intentions for anyone to ever read it. Though, here you are. Welcome.