The moment sana said that she wants to break up, tzuyu has lost words to say. tears already fall on her cheek. She tries to hold back the tears but fails. knowing someone that she loves wants to break up with her, it hurts. and now she knows that sana never loved her. she just wants to be with tzuyu just because sana is lonely.
Tzuyu didn't say anything because of thinking until on the other phone, sana called her snapping out her thoughts.
" Chewy? "
" okay. if that's what you want sana. I'm willing to let you go. if it makes you happy, then I will let you go. "
" Eh?! What are you talking about? "
" y-you *sob* you want to break up with me right? that's what you want. y-you *sob* you don't l-love *sob* me anymore. but it's okay. I'm happy to be yours even just for a while. "
" Chou tzuyu. you better stop being so emotional and overthinking. will you? "
" ... *sniff* "
" *sigh* listen to me first. gosh, I can't believe you will think that I want to break up with you chewy ah. "
" t-then why you say you want to break up?"
" chewy, I love you so much. listen to what I want to say now okay? "
" *sniff* Okay. "
" what I said is I already made up my mind that I want to break up with my girlfriend. not you babe. "
" *blushing* o-oh. "
" *giggle* in the past few days, I didn't contact you right? I'm sorry. I'm not mad at you. I will never forget you too. it hurts me too but I hate myself for hurting you. so I need time alone. and not just that, I'm telling my girlfriend that I can't continue our relationship. I told her that I fell in love with someone else. I told her the truth that I cheat on her. "
" Are you being honest to her? "
" Yeah. want to know something babe? "
" *blush* yes. what is it? "
"kiss me first. *giggle* "
" hey! * blush* um. muah. arghh now tell me, sana baby. "
" hahaha. you're cute babe. she said that she knows it. since she sometimes uses my Fb account. so she stalked my inbox and saw our conversation. I forgot to delete it. but want to know something more? "
" muahhh. "
" *giggle* she said okay. besides, she also tells the truth that she's cheating on me. all this time that she's been busy, it's because she has someone else. "
" oof... "
" It hurts.. "
" baby. "
" but not anymore since I already fell in love with you. so I was just surprised but we're okay now and we're just friends. That's why I call you now. "
" s-so. is that mean.. "
" I'm yours chewy. "
" *badump2* "
" chewy? "
" ah yeah? hehe. sorry, wow! "
" yeah wow? you're not happy? "
" o-of course I'm happy sana baby. I'm so happy okay?! i- wow. finally! you're mine. *fakecrying* "
" yah! "
" hahaha. I love you sana. you almost got me a heart attack when you said you want to break up. hm "
" sorry *chuckle* but look, we're together again. I miss you chewy. "
" miss you too baby. you don't know what I feel this past few days when you do not reply to my text and answer my call. "
" what do you feel? "
"I feel lonely sad hurt overthinking- "
" I'm sorry. "
" it's okay. I'm sorry for being overthinking. but now you're mine. hehe "
" chewy.. "
" yes, baby? "
"I want to hug you now. "
" aww. come here~ "
"I want a real hug. "
" hehe. I get it, just wait for it okay baby girl? "
" okay. love you so much! don't you dare to flirt there! "
"I never flirting baby. I'm yours too. "
" *blush* okay. good then. "
They talk for hours since they've been missing each other.
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a month has passed, and today was their first anniversary for a month. sana badly wants to meet tzuyu and celebrate their anniversary. but tzuyu never says anything like asking sana to hang out or something. that makes sana sulking but she didn't tell tzuyu. they just wish each other and that's it. The other things they talked about were the same as usual. sana lives in Korea. it's been 3 years and she's living alone. while tzuyu is in Taiwan. tzuyu lives in Korea too. She's in Taiwan just to visit her parents. unknown to sana, tzuyu already has a plan. This is their first month anniversary. of course, she wants to celebrate it with her lover. She just wants to surprise her girlfriend.
and this afternoon, she is already at the airport. on her way back to Korea. of course sana didn't know about that. tzuyu only told her that she will be going out with her friends. Once sana knows that tzuyu will hang out with her friends, of course, sana is sad. now it's her that overthink thinking that tzuyu didn't serious with her. but sana didn't say anything.
" okay. take care. "
" sana baby.. "
" hmm. "
"I love you. don't worry, I'll not flirt. I'm yours. and I'm sorry I'll not open my phone since I'm going out with my friends. "
" but I miss you chewy ah. we can text for a while, right? "
"I can't baby. trust me, I'll not cheat on you. "
"I know. you never cheat on me. but I still want to text with you while you hang out with your friends. "
" I'm sorry baby. "
" Does that mean no? "
" I'm sorry. "
" okay. "
" baby.. "
" no, have fun babe. I'm going to sleep now. bye, love you so much. take care. "
tzuyu looks at her phone screen, sana hanging up the call.
great.
