You've been on my mind
This is a song about my sorrows
It's all I've been thinking of
yes, you. you've always been on my mind whenever I listen to this song. you're all I've been thinking of. although you never know it. I wonder if you are thinking of me too.
All the ways that I wish I could have done better
All the ways that I wish I could have done you right
If I could turn back time, I wish I could have done better. I'll treat you better. I should not hurt you. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you. you're too good to me, why am I so blind? I'm sorry, sana.
And I tried and I tried
I just couldn't open up, babe
And I'm filled with regret
I try. trying to give the love like you always give. you always show your love to me. you're always trying to make me laugh, you're always annoying me. you always show me your not so cute face. Do you think you're Shiba Inu when you make that face? it's not cute. *chucklewhilewipingtears* I miss you very much. I wish you knew it too.
Couldn't give you my all
Couldn't give you my heart
Yeah, I'm all to blame
Yeah, it's all on me
I don't deserve your love
I don't deserve your heart
But if you trust in me
Could you hold on tighter to me?
it's all my fault. I should not let the past affect me. I should appreciate your love. I should've known that you're not the same as them. yeah, I'm all to blame. I don't deserve your love, even your heart. but if you trust in me, this time. could you hold on tighter to me? :'(
Wasted time
So much wasted time that we can't take back
I promise to love you
To cherish you
To hold you tighter
I regret it. remember? I never promise you. you always promise to me. I'm not serious at that time. you never give up on me. when you're gone, I feel empty. I'm alone, without you by my side. no one holds on tighter to me anymore, no hugs anymore :'(
༄ Author Pov
wiping her tears, tzuyu drift to sleep. almost every day she can't stop blaming herself after sana ended their relationship and let go of tzuyu. it's not sana fault, it's just the past that keeps haunting tzuyu and it affects her. She didn't trust when someone said they loved her. She's hurt by the past. and sana came into her life, always annoying her. always make that Shiba Inu face, always make her laugh without sana know. until sana confesses her feelings when they become friends. tzuyu never wants to accept but since sana makes that cute puppy face, tzuyu accepts. tzuyu was surprised when sana confessed her feelings to tzuyu. sana said she will show how tzuyu meant to her life. tzuyu looked into her eyes and she accepted it. sana was happy at that time. Once they get into a relationship, Sana never stops showing her love to tzuyu. She is always taking care of tzuyu, even feeding her food although tzuyu can eat by herself. but sana wants it and she almost cries like a crybaby when tzuyu is still telling her that she can eat by herself. tzuyu gave up and just let sana feed her. sana was happy at that time. Whenever they go out, sana never releases her hand from holding tzuyu's hands. she will hold tzuyu hand tighter. tzuyu didn't mind it. It seems sana is the one that always loves tzuyu. Sana can feel it but she pretends not to care about what she feels. she hopes one day tzuyu will know how she meant to sana life. She makes a promise to tzuyu, she never stops loving her no matter what happens. she's hurting too when she says she broke up with tzuyu. she doesn't want tzuyu to force herself to stay by her side if she never has feelings for her.
