༄ Sana Pov
I wipe my tears trying to keep my heart in steady. I know this is crazy to feel like this, to miss someone in your dream, to dream about your CRUSH when your crush don't even know you at all.
Chou tzuyu, yes. She's my crush when i went to visit my cousin, momo two weeks ago. That time, the first time i look at tzuyu was when she's waiting for a bus while listening song in her phone. I just watch her from the window and her back always facing me. She didn't know that i was watching her. I seen her face already but she never see my face because i always hiding from her. that's the moment that i have a crush on her and i even tell my parents that i want to live with momo which is they agreed and momo also feel happy about it.
I always watch her every morning when she's waiting for a bus while playing with her phone. Im afraid to talk to her because i was so shy 🥺 she's too beautiful that i don't think i can handle it when she talk to me while looking at me. Just thinking about it making me go crazy 🥺
The more i thinking about her, my feelings to her grow deeper and i hate it that she still don't even know me. I decide to find a job which is i felt so happy when i get a job at ice cream shop.
I still can't get over her when i start working at ice cream shop. I always watch her every morning everytime she wait for a bus to go to school since i saw her in her uniform school. I always wait for her to take a bus first then i will come out after she left.
I always thinking about her until that one day after i came back home from work after talk with this two girls which is i didn't know it was tzuyu friends. They mention about tzuyu but i didn't know my crush name is tzuyu that time. I was tired and get some sleep.
That's when i dream about tzuyu overnight. It feels amazing and funny at the same time. I can't believe that i will appear in tzuyu room and almost eat her phone that i thought it was a banana. 🤦♀️ and i start to know that my crush name is tzuyu. But i don't know if in real life, her name is really tzuyu. i was giggling when i call her tzucholate in my dream.
my dream was disturb when my cousin waking me up. As i look at my watch, i can't believe that i sleep too long. When i remember about the dream, my cheeks reddened and i get sad because i was thinking when i will dream about her again.
Since my shift changed to evening, i decide to help momo watering the flower while she went to make a breakfast. While im watering the flower, i was suprised when tzuyu walk out from her house and i saw her tie her shoelace. I was frozed that time, my heart beat faster and i started to turn around before she saw me and i quickly get inside the house.
I don't know if this is called lucky. Because when im going to work, i was suprised to see the two girls again at my work place. But i was suprised and curious about the other one that was with them. Until when i call chaeyoung, the girl turn around and i frozed looking at her. She call my name and passed out. It was my crush. I heard chaeyoung call her tzuyu while trying to wake her up. I can't believe that my crush name was really tzuyu.
I try to act nothing when im with them. I saw tzuyu still not waking up. I wonder how she know my name. And still thinking why she suddenly passed out after call my name.
When tzuyu wake up, i look at her worriedly. I know i was still shy but i try my best to act calm infront of tzuyu that still looking at me. I touch her forehead and ask her if she's okay. I saw her say something and start slapping her cheeks while saying that she's dreaming until i hold her hands to stopped her.
I don't know why but i think she doesn't want to see me that i had to tell chaeyoung that maybe tzuyu still shocked and i had to leave. I feel sad and about to leave until i felt a hand holding my hand to stopped me. I turn around and it was tzuyu, my crush telling me not to leave.
I swear that moment when she holding my hand, i almost passed out. MY CRUSH HOLDING MY HAND! but i try to act calm.
" D-don't leave 🥺 "
Did i heard it wrong? my crush just telling me not to leave. I can feel my heart stop for a second when she told me not to leave that i stutter.
" B-but- "
" Im okay now. im sorry about earlier. It's just... you're look beautiful that i suddenly passed out "
Yep, my crush trying to kill me with her words. She's passed out because i look beautiful. Did see even realise what she just did to me? i can feel my soul is leaving from my body.
I still try to act calm although i was blushing hard that time. As much i want to spend time with her but i had a work to do. I was blushing when she want to hangout with me later. I was happy :')
When she left, i was squealing like crazy while holding my chest. I will meet her again later after work.
After i finished working, i was shy at her. But i manage to say hi to her. my heart beat faster when she tell that we will going to watch movies after eat. But i smile at her and act like nothing. only if she know that i was really happy that time.
While walking side by side with my crush, i can't stop thinking how she know my name. So i start to break the silence and ask her about how she know my name. She look suprised but then tell me that i look like this one character in anime that she like. Suprisedly that the character has the same name like me. I ask her the title of the anime because i like watching anime too. But she was spacing out. I don't know why.
after time goes by, we finished watching movies and chuckle when chaeyoung laugh. I look at my watch and it was late at night that i have to go home. Mina suddenly ask me where i live and i tell her the address. I know tzuyu will shocked because i was her neighbor.
When mina send us to our home. I hug mina and chaeyoung until they left leaving me with tzuyu. We look each other and laugh. My heart beat faster that time. But i smile at her and wish goodnight. I was blushing when she told me im beautiful. She wish me to had a sweetdream which is i answer her that i always had a sweetdream because i dream about her.
I suddenly remember the dream and widened my arm and ask about hug. She was hesitant at first but then hug me and i hug her tightly while trying to control my tears. I suddenly miss her. I don't know why. she still doesn't know that i had a dream about her lastnight and i have a crush on her.
We bid goodbye to each other before get inside our own house.
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I startled when momo suddenly pinch my cheeks while looking at me weirdly.
" You're crying. Are you okay? did someone bully you or something?! let me get my jokbal. Tell me who's the person (ง'̀-'́)ง "
I wipe my tears and chuckle. i shake my head.
" Nothing momo. I just thinking about something. No one bully me. "
" You sure? ( ͠° ͟ʖ ͡°) "
I smile while nodding my head. She mumble and start to laid beside me. I look at her.
" Are you still sad? "
" Sad? about what? "
" Well. Dahyun? "
" She doesn't love me anymore. "
Momo hiding inside the blanket while crying. I frowned and start patting her shoulder to comfort her.
I sighed. I wonder what tzuyu doing right now. I miss her so much. I started to laid on the bed while closing my eyes to sleep.
༄ Author Pov
Meanwhile, tzuyu was looking at the drawings that she draw early in the morning. She caress sana face and smile.
I should be good with momo from now on and will ask sana out again tomorrow. Gosh. I miss her hug already 🥺
