༄ Author Pov
two months has passed, tzuyu still never give up to make sana fall in love with her. she do everything she can to impress sana. buy things that sana likes as a suprise, jihyo tell her about what things sana likes. she's also didn't annoy sana anymore at school. she's being a good girl in school. she help sana eventhough sana didn't need her help. she sometimes get scold from sana making tzuyu pout. sana saw the effort that tzuyu make. but still, she can't fall in love with tzuyu. it was because the girl that she always text. all this time, the person that give her a letter was dahyun. she's so shocked knowing it was dahyun when dahyun tell her that she's ready to face sana. sana can't believe it at first but she was happy knowing that dahyun have a brave heart to show up and confess why she's love sana. dahyun fall in love at her all this time but she was afraid to confess beside she found sana is scary and she always stutter everytime she talk to sana. and that time, sana accept to be dahyun girlfriend. it's sana first time to be in relationship with a girl, and dahyun was the one that makes sana fall in love more with dahyun. dahyun is so sweet, funny.
but tzuyu never knew that her friend dahyun is in relationship with sana. not until today chaeyoung accidently blurt out about dahyun relationship with sana. dahyun is not going to school since she's sick and it's just tzuyu and chaeyoung have a lunch together. while talking, chaeyoung accidently blurt out that dahyun finally in relationship with sana after a long time hide her feelings. tzuyu was shocked at first. but it breaks her heart. chaeyoung didn't know that tzuyu love sana. she only saw that tzuyu always prank her and when tzuyu being a good girl, tzuyu just tell them that she's want to changed for someone she love. only dahyun know that tzuyu love sana. tzuyu was speechless and only God know what she feel right now. chaeyoung saw her seems want to cry. she ask tzuyu what's wrong but when she think again, she gasp.
" d-don't tell me that you love sana. "
" :) "
" tzuyu im sorry. i- i thought that - "
" hey, im fine. it's great to know that dahyun finally be with someone she love right? "
tzuyu try to be strong but chaeyoung hug her and saying sorry. tzuyu almost crying but she try not to cry. she told chaeyoung not to tell dahyun that she knows dahyun relationship sana. chaeyoung nodded and say sorry again.
on that time, tzuyu cry so much in her room. she's hurt so much. days later, sana is wondering why tzuyu seems not like tzuyu that she known before. tzuyu didn't go to school with her like tzuyu always do everyday. tzuyu didn't talk to her and she even pretend not knowing sana. and sana was confuse but she's happy that maybe tzuyu already give up but there's something missing when tzuyu suddenly being so cold to her.
eventhough tzuyu already know about dahyun relationship with sana, but tzuyu still talk with dahyun as like nothing happen. but inside, she's hurt. and tzuyu is so sure that sana really not love her. it's not sana fault making her hurt. and she don't want sana know that she's hurt. while dahyun, she want to tell tzuyu the truth. she feel guilty to tzuyu but she don't know how to talk to tzuyu.
and it continues for a week. sana badly want to talk with tzuyu but she decide that she will talk with tzuyu once they are at home.
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༄ Sana Pov
i know i shouldn't talk to tzuyu. i know i should just let it be if she's really give up already but i don't know why i felt something missing. i feel hurt. i miss her.
when i know she's at home, i knock on her door hoping she will open and talk to me.
༄ Tzuyu Pov
Hate the way I feel love, only hurts with real love 🎵
i've been listening music that was sing by doja cat ft the weeknd. i keep repeating this song until i heard sana knock the door. i cover my face with my pillow. i don't want to open it. i don't want to talk to her. but sana kept knocking on my door. i huffed and open the door.
our eyes met for don't know how long.
" Can we talk? "
i look away. and nodded anyway. she get inside and we're sittting on the bed.
" Just say what you wanna said. im sleepy and want to sleep. "
" Are you give up on me? "
sana look at my eyes. i knew she's gonna ask because i ignoring her for a weeks. she must be happy that i give up on her haha :')
" So what if i give up? you must be happy right? that's what you want right sana? "
" what makes you give up on me tzuyu? "
i try to stay calm and act like nothing. it's still hurt knowing that sana is with dahyun.
" because im sure now that you're not fall in love with me sana. "
i hate the tears that i try to hold is fall down on my cheeks. i wipe my tears and smile sadly.
" I hope dahyun makes you happy "
i can see sana is shocked when i mention dahyun name. but i laugh pretend that it was nothing.
" hey, why you look so shocked haha. it's okay sana. if that makes you happy, just continue with her. i don't mind if you're with her. it's my fault anyway not listening to you right? haha now i feel sleepy. can i sleep? let's talk again soon. im sorry if i ignoring. i won't do it anymore. "
i pat sana shoulder and smile sheepishly. she didn't said anything and just nod. she wish me goodnight and close the door. when she left, im crying again. im so weak right now and crying more thinking that maybe tomorrow sana will makes me hurt more since she know that i don't mind. 😭
༄ Author Pov
Tzuyu been crying so much that she didn't realise sana also cried while hugging the huge squirrel plushie that tzuyu gave her. she even look at the photo frame, the picture that she pull tzuyu ear while tzuyu fake crying. she remember when tzuyu beg sana to go out with her that makes sana finally give in. they go watching movies, eats sana favourite foods, and tzuyu decide to take a picture together. sana reject at first but finally give in when tzuyu give a puppy face. it's tzuyu the one that put the photo frame on sana table.
sana sighed. she's crying because she don't know what to feel now. but it hurts her.
what have i done.....
