I Know You Fancy Me ||D.M.||

Part 61

"Great." I say. I get up and run after Ron. "Ron wait! Please! I am sorry, you are right. I shouldn't go back to him!" I yell. Ron stops walking and turns around. He looks behind me with a somewhat shocked look on his face, but also amused. I turn around. Draco is standing behind me. "You are right, you shouldn't come back to me. I don't deserve you, or anyone." he says hurt clear in his eyes. But that quickly turns to anger. Not anger with me, but with Ron. Draco looks at Ron. "Again, you, I loose her to you again. Why do you even care?" he says storming past me to Ron, grabbing his collar. "Draco! Stop, don't!" I say, walking to them and putting my hand on Draco's arm, in the hope he lets go. He knocks me off, and I fall on the ground. He looks at me, still anger in his eyes, then back to Ron and lets go of him. He humphs and walks away. "Sorry." Ron starts. "Don't." I say, get up and walk further into Hogsmeade to be alone. Why do I even care that Draco heard me? Do I even want to get back together with him? Of course I do, I love him. But I'm not sure if I can trust him, at least not now. I walk through Hogsmeade, not knowing what else to do. Tomorrow we go home, but I don't think I will forgive Ron before then. That stubborn kid always messes up my relationship with Draco. Yes Draco did me wrong but why does Ron care so much? It is my life not his. "Olivia?" I hear Luna say, I look at her, she is sitting on a bench petting the seat beside her for me to come sit down. I do so. "What is wrong?" she asks. "Ron, he screwed up again. He was mad that I maybe wanted to go back to Draco, so he stormed out of the Three Broomsticks, I run after him and yelled that he was right and that I shouldn't go back to Draco. But Draco was standing behind me and heard me say that, so now my chances with him are completely gone." I tell her. "I am sure, that if Draco really loves you, he will want you back no matter what you said. I know you want him back too. And that you still love him. I think he just needs some time." she says. "I don't know, Luna, I screwed up bad this time." I sigh. "Come on, let's get back to the castle and pack, it is getting late anyway." Luna stands up, I nod and do the same. "Olivia! Are you alright?" Harry asks when we walk past the Three Broomsticks, I nod, not looking up from the ground and not stopping. "What hapened?" he asks. "Why don't you ask red head." I say. "Red head? Are you serious? I did you a favor!" Ron says. "No you didn't! Ron, you didn't. I love him, I do want to get back with him. But I didn't want to loose you, not again. But you did it yourself, you made me loose my bestfriend, and my- uh Draco." I say still walking, knowing they will follow me anyway. "Then why did you say you didn't want him back?" Ron asks. "Because, you idiot, I didn't want to loose you, I just told you. Besides, I didn't execpt Draco to stand behind me." I say, and walk faster, done with this conversation. I get to the castle and walk straight to my room. To pack, that's what I came here to do anyway. I grab my trunk and open my closet. I fold all of my clothes and put them in my trunk. Hermione walks in, without saying anything. I cause fights all the time, why do I even bother? "I am sorry." I say. "It is fine, you don't know what you want or need right now, neither do we. It is not your fault." she replies not looking up from her clothes, since she also started packing. "No it is my fault, I should have never come here, or started Draco." I say. "Stop, don't say that! We are all so glad you came here last year! Really, it is just hard for us that you love Draco, since we all, well, hate him." she says now looking at me. "Really, we are so glad that you are our friend. But we need to process the fact that you love our enemy. Well enemy is not the good word, uh, our well I don't know, at least he is not our friend. But he makes you happy and we see that, and we need to accept that. And Ron just has a hard time doing that. Well you know their history." she says. I nod and go back to packing. "Thanks." I say after a while, not knowing what else to say. "It is alright. Don't worry. Now let's get to the feast and then go to bed. Tomorrow we go home." I agree and we go to the feast, after the feast we get back to our room. I read a little more before sleeping but I eventually fall asleep. I wake up by knocking on the door. "Have you seen Trevor? I lost him again." Neville says when I open the door. "No sorry Neville, I haven't seen him. Good luck searching!" I say and close the door. I decide to go take a shower before leaving for breakfast. Hermione, Ron, Harry, Ginny and Neville are already seated. "Did you find him?" I ask Neville when I sit on the opposite side of the table from him. "Yes. I did thanks." he replies and goes back to reading. "Students! I hope you all will have a great Summer, and I look forward to seeing you in September! The train will leave in 20 minutes so hurry!" Dumbledore speaks. We get up and make our way through the crowded hallway. We get to the train and I see Draco. I want to go to him and apologize but I know better not to. So instead I get on the train and look for an empty compartment. Once I have found one I sit down and put my head against the window. I can see him from here, god I miss him. He looks at me and I smile at him, but he jerks his head away and walks the other way. This is heartbreaking. I really really screwed up. How can I get him back? The door slides open and Hermione, Ron and Harry walk in and take their seat. A couple of minutes later a whistle sounds and the train is off.