Hide Your Heart

Heated Hotel Room

Tommy automatically wrapped his arms around Paul's neck as his boyfriend continued the whipped cream removal. " MMM! Paul!" he whispered.

"Yes, baby?" "You want more?"

Tommy's reply was to lay flat on the bed while pulling Paul on top of him. He felt Paul's fingers in his hair as they got comfortable. Kissing down Tommy's neck , Paul managed to get one hand under Tommy's shirt and start to rub circles on his chest.

Soft moans arose from the younger guitarist as Paul found just the right spots to stimulate. A smirk crossed Paul's lips as he felt Tommy start to squirm underneath him. He gently sucked on Tommy's neck while managing to unbutton and remove his own shirt.

"Paul?" came a whisper. " I-I-I....." 

"Do you want me to go further? Quit?"

"I-i-it feels good but I-I-I'm not sure. Sorry." 

Raising his head, Paul kissed Tommy's cheek  as he sat up. "Don't feel like you need to apologize."

"I feel so dumb. I'm grown but I'm acting like I've never been kissed before."

"You've been kissed before but you've never had it done in love, right?" Seeing the puzzled look on Tommy's face, Paul continued." When you and Jaime made out, was it out of love or because you felt obligated? Did you share affection?"

"I truly love Jaime. I mean loved. " Tommy quickly corrected. He saw the look in Paul's eyes so he stopped talking. "I'm gonna take a shower now." he said , eyes to the floor.

"Uh uh, not so  fast." said Paul, taking hold of Tommy's arm. "I just want you to be honest with me." "Do you still have feelings for Jaime?"

"We were each other's first true loves and I can't change that. I truly loved him until I had to walk away." "Do I still love him?! Sometimes I think I do and sometimes I know I don't." "I honestly don't know . Please don't hate me."

Paul just looked at Tommy for awhile before he pulled him back into a kiss. This time Tommy didn't break it. When they pulled apart finally it was because Paul rolled them over too far and fell off the bed.

Trying not to laugh, Tommy leaned over to help him up and was pulled down too. They continued kissing and touching on the floor. Paul was now in his jeans and shirtless while Tommy had on his t-shirt and a pair of pajama pants. 

Getting up to get back on the bed, Paul was yanked back down by a very flustered Tommy.

"Baby?" he asked in surprise. 

"Y-y-you can't leave me like this." came the soft reply. "I-I-I wanna ....."