Hide Your Heart

Are You Sure?

Even though Paul really wanted to be intimate with his boyfriend, he knew  that he better make sure it was okay. "Tom, I know you initiated this, but I want to make sure this is what you want. I'm not going to go forward until  you tell me this is what you want."

Since Tommy was still afraid to try and talk, he nodded. Pulling Paul into a kiss, he motioned for the two of them to get under the shower. Suddenly he realized that he was nervous so he stepped back a bit. Looking at Paul, he signed into his hand. 

I DO WANT THIS BUT I FEEL NERVOUS FOR SOME REASON. PLEASE LET ME DO THIS MY WAY.

"Sure baby . Anything you want." "Let me just guide you."

A nod gave Paul the go ahead he was waiting for. He made Tommy feel at ease by just washing his hair and talking to him. Soon he whispered to the younger man what he wanted. Tommy's eyes grew wide but he gave his consent. 

The shower turned into more than a shower soon. Paul was definitely the more experienced of the two when it came to romance . He made Tommy feel good even though he never heard any sounds coming from him. 

Afterwards, while lying in bed, Paul had his arms wrapped around Tommy. They both were under the quilt, Tommy's head on Paul's chest. Paul was running his fingers through Tommy's hair and telling him about the concert. "Eric fell as we were coming onto the stage. Yes, he's okay. " "Gene ran into Bruce and they both stumbled into Doc. It was wild." "Poor Bruce had to stand still since he's not used to your platforms." "That's why he stumbled when Gene tripped."

Signing, Tommy asked how on earth Gene tripped and Eric fell.

"Eric was flirting and fell over an amp. Gene was being Gene and trying to lick me and fell."

Tommy rolled his eyes. He started caressing Paul's chest with his fingertips while softly kissing his neck.