Hide Your Heart

Eric's P.O.V.

When I first found out I was carrying Gene's child, I was upset. Don't get me wrong, I am happy I'm becoming a parent but when we tour next year, kids are going to hard to explain. Also the fact I'll be a lot bigger when the tour ends and that will be harder to hide.

Now Tommy's so thin at the moment, his added weight won't be as noticeable but me....well, I'm short to began with so added weight is just going to make me look like fat.

Speaking of Tom, his attraction to Pat will not turn out well. Paul's not the type to hide the fact he's already jealous. I mean he tells me and Gene all the time. He knows Tom's faithful but still. 

Anyway, that's something they have to work out. Personally, I think Tom should have been made to do in-patient therapy but I'm not in that relationship. All I know is that he's more moody than Paul and that's too much to deal with.

As far as Gene calling me a bitch, oh well. he loves me for who I am just as I love him for himself.