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*****TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, ANXIETY********


A/N: I hope you like it <3


Date Written: August 24th, 2019


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I'm trapped.


Walls are stacked around me, it feels as if everything and everyone here is against me.


Red, blue, many dark and light colors jump around my vision. But the most prominent ones are skin tones. So so many skin tones...


Too many, too many people. 


I must look so stupid right now, leaning against this wall. Everybody else is walking with their friends or family, while I am just... there.


I gather up my courage and find my way out the nearest door, I run out into the parking lot and jump into my car. I catch my breath.


...


I take a drink of water. 


I start to wonder, if every moment I spend around people is like this why do I even continue on living? Humans are social creatures, so if I try to isolate myself that will obviously go wrong. But what other choice is there...?


My phone bings. I take a look and see a text message from my dearest friend.


[Skeppy <3] Hye, u wna od a vid tegother?


And then, right at that moment


I remember my reason why


The reason why I choose to go on during these difficult times


[Me] I'd love to! <3


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Author's Note (written on August the 31st)


And btw: this story is partially inspired by my own experiences!


I hope you all stay safe out there <3








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