Merthur/Merlin one shot

Pregnancy and secrecy 1 of 2 parts

A warning in this chapter will be rape mentioning and male pregnancy. When you are not comfortable with these two things please don't read it then.

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Merlin had been this past week sick. It was weird and he wasn't feeling well either. A month prior someone had forced themselves on him and he really wasn't sure what to do. So that he had hidden this form others. Who would believe him nor does he want to be judge because of this.

First he was a male and second of all he got forced on a male? So that he hid this, and he was scared. Scared what would his friends, his father figure and the most scared was his prince. Then there was Uther who just recently staring to change less cold towards others.

Even to the point that he wasn't executing sorcerers who have used their magic to heal others. But he still was not liking the fact about same gendered couple. That was why he was terrified and hiding this.

But what had this sickness to do with this? Well he felt something weird grow in his stomach. It felt alive and had a slight magic as well. At first, he thought it was his imagination but soon he realized it wasn't.

That was why he was scared because he was a male. A male who was pregnant. In his fear he hid this and now a month later he starting to get weird morning sickness. Weird food combinations were as well something that he wanted to eat.

Exhaustions and headache adding to this all. Then there was the fact that he had been really moody. All in all, he knew that he would be screwed. So, he decided to leave Camelot for good.

It was not safe and his child- even when it comes from the person who forced him- had magic. The risk was too much, and he wasn't wanting to risk being found out. His heart was feeling heavy now because of his destiny. What would Killgarrah say?

Lips turned into a thin line and he decided to mutter a spell and let a clone here. So that at least he could still protect Arthur. He starting to pack his things and was planning to sneak out, until the door got thrown open.

His body froze first, and he slowly turned around when he heard his name called. As well a questioned asked and he looked down, unsureness felt. "Where are you going?" His voice held confusion as well concern.

"I have to leave, sire." His voice soft and he looked slowly up but felt now nervous as Arthur looked at him with more confusion as well...hurt?

"Why? I am sure that I can do something that you don't need to leave." Tone reassuring but he slowly shook his eyes. Gaze met with another pair of lake blue eyes.

"I am sorry sire, but the king will kill me when he finds out." His voice shaky and he cursed himself right now for feeling the fear again yet as well sadness.

"I don't quite understand. Why would my father kill you?" His eyes held confusion and he bit his lips and letting out a sigh.

"It's not because of my magic." Voice reassuring because by now Uther knew about this and Arthur too. It wasn't this but something else that he didn't even know he could have.

"What then? I am sure that my father won't execute you for something." Arthur sounded reassuring as well pleading now. Slowly he stepped forward and he bit his lips before stuttering out...

"I-I am pregnant." It slipped out before he could even stop himself and his heart thundered, and he felt terrified now. Eyes avoiding Arthur entirely and he was feeling backed into a corner now. So what does someone do who is backed into a corner?