He should have known that he would regress and should have known that these people of the other kingdom weren't that accepting of him being a little/servant when being in his big mindset/ as well as a friend.
They scowled at him and making sure that whenever no one was lucking that he would be picked up on them. That alone made him want nothing more than just stay inside of his and Arthur's room. He hated how they treated him, but he was still a servant and a little.
Making him less than them as they were royalty. It led to him feeling stressed and unlucky and by now he hadn't regressed at all out of fear. It had been a few days now and he knew it wasn't good. He knew that it made little's sick. But he just couldn't regress even when he wanted to.
The fear to get picked up on them. They would luckily leave tomorrow, and he couldn't help but feel glad about this. His friends had realized that something was not right and even Arthur who was usually oblivious about these kind of things realized that something was not right.
But he had reassured that he was fine and that there was no need to be worried for him. Yet he knew that he wasn't fine and knew how stressed out he was. But he couldn't allow himself to be little. It was something that he thought that he wasn't deserving to regress.
There was still this little voice that told him this and he knew that it had to do with his past with his mother. It was after all her who told him that he wasn't little and that he should act like a caregiver. This was why he was like this and he knew that it was wrong, but he couldn't help but think like this.
When they left he was relieved of this and glad to know that they had not found out about what these people had done. Or that was what he thought as Arthur had stopped him from getting outside to bring the laundry.
"Okay now that these asshats are away, spill."
"What are you talking about, Arthur?"
He knew exactly what the male was talking about and he really tried to dismiss him. Tried his best not to tell the other about what they had done. It wasn't something that he should tell his caregiver.
"You know I am not dumb and not dense either. I know that something had happened between you and the people that were here as visitors."
It was clear that Arthur knew that something had happened now, and he couldn't deny it any longer. Leading for him to spill everything out. He hadn't even wanting to tell the other, but this was still his caregiver. At the end he was pulled into a tight hug and he could feel himself melt. He wanted nothing more than regress and this was why he felt the fuzzy feeling.
"Mewlin sowwy did nat wanna wowwy Daddy."
His voice was full on distress and his Daddy knew that he was feeling guilty and felt like he had been a bad little.
"I know and I do not fault you for hiding this. God I knew that something wasn't right, but I am sorry that I didn't realized how bad they were."
His Daddy was sounding guilty too and he couldn't help but feel bad now. He wasn't liking when his Daddy was guilty and couldn't help but hug the other tighter.
"Issa fine, Daddy nat known."
He was knowing that his Daddy had not wanting him to be hurt by both mentally and physically. This was why there was this new law and by now he was planning to bring back Mordred and Morgana to talk it out. It made him know that his Daddy knew that both parties were at fault for this mess.
"Alright, little kitten. Let's get you into something comfier."
"Un, wanna weaw somefin that has kitten on it..."
This was how he wore a kitten onesie, and even his dummy looked like a kitten nose. It was really cute, and he liked the cutesy things that his Daddy chose. Even when he was cute he would deny it out loud. Because he was a big boy and wasn't cute but mainly.
The rest of the day was with playing, cuddles and all in all fun.
At some point, Mordred and Morgana came back and everything went well. But he knew that there would be always someone who would try to bully him because of his little status but he also knows that his Daddy and his family will always try and help him out and this is all that is needed for him.
A/N Okay, I didn't realize that I didn't upload this. Wish you a merry christmas. And what else would you all want to read? I kind of would want to integrate Kilgahar (I don't remember how to write it) But wouldn't know how. Maybe you guys have some ideas ideas.
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Merthur/Merlin one shot
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