Merthur/Merlin one shot

Dumbelasswhipe did it again (Merlin de-aged) part 5

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Waking up after a nightmare was never pleasant and he felt disoriented after dreaming of the battle of Camlann and how it ended made him sniffle. Right now he was in a childs body and as one his emotions were nearly impossible to control. Not to mention with everything that happened he was traumatized. God how he hated this and Dumbledore will pay for what he done to his brother.

Merlin had not even realized that he was by now in the arms of Arthur, until he felt his magic latch onto the other. It was something that was out of fear this not being his Arthur but his magic knew that it was him leading for him to latch on him and cry out of happiness. The male accepted him now with his magic, that was what he could tell.

It was a relieve to have the person that was his soulmate back and accepting him. All the hundred years he waited for the other to come back. This all made it even better to have all the knights back and he was happy to see that they took a liking to Jamie or Harry and making sure that the two had been always comfortable.

"So baffoon, finally got your memories back. Next time don't scare me this much you moron." The tone was in a mock scolding and he snickered at this and giving him a deadpan look that it had not been his fault.

"Sure it wasn't your fault but you should have been more careful.  Glad to see that you got finally your memories back. Didn't know how to help you." The tone was this time softer and he let out a sniffle knowing that this had been hard for his soulmate.

"Do think you could change back to your adult body or would it needed to have a potion?" It was asked and he knew that he could not age himself up with his magic. Not with how weak he was right now. A potion might be a better idea so he shrugged as he had no clue.

Now that he seen that Morgana and Mordred are on their side, they might be able to help. Yet as he tried to talk his throat closed of and he felt panic overwhelm him. These people had done a lot of damage. It would take ages for him to heal and the same was said to his brother. Even when he would age himself back up, Merlin was not sure that he could be mature right now. He had been a child for five years and he could feel that he had issues with knowing how to act.

"I think it's safe assume that you two will need a mind healer." The tone let no debate about them arguing about this. Not that he would, knowing that this was for sure needed. So he nodded even when he was not liking it but he knew that he would need help. It was probably why the other gave him some pen and paper for him to write.

I know, but not sure that I will be able to, Arthur.  I also feel weird, not an adult. I just... He could not even really grasp that feeling he had. 

"Um, Mewlin adult?" Jamie asked with wide eyes and it was clear that this was a surprise. His brows furrowed at how to explain this but he just couldn't talk. It was as if someone was stopping him from talking.

I mean well, kind of. It's complicated and I can't explain it sorry. He had to answer and that was what he had wrote as showing it over to his brother and making the other nodding serious. An adorable expression on Jamie. 

"Let's just say he got shrunken and he ended up forgetting his past, but it's fine now as he got his memories back." Arthur explained softly and he was glad about this.

As he felt weirdly younger then he was. It was as if he was stuck between his adult mind yet also his childish mindset. Merlin was not sure how to handle this and maybe this way why he started to burst into tears. It sucked and confused him not knowing what to do with himself now. There was no way that he was fine now and it seemed that Arthur could tell that now. Then again who would be fine after what had happened.

As before the other hushed him softly with reassuring words and rocking him softly. Arthur could tell that something was not right and he could not even explain himself to Jamie. How would he be able then to explain to Arthur how he was feeling, when he couldn't know exactly himself what was wrong.

It took a lot for him to calm down and to his horror he realized that he was wearing a pull up and that pull up was wet now. His cheeks flushed and he couldn't help but hide his face on the neck of the other.

"I am guessing you need to change your pull up. Think you can do that on your own or need help?" Arthur asked softly and wasn't sure that he could. His body was tiny and he even as it was embarrassing he was knowing that Arthur and Gwaine had change his pull up when he had not remembered. It was confusing him to have these memories and sorting them even now was just exhausting. Merlin felt exhausted just thinking about everything that had happened.

Was it too much to ask to have someone to take care of him? That was why he decided that he might as well let Arthur help him. The male seemed to know how to change his pull up and he hadn't had this kind of treatment before ending up with his friends.

"Guess you exhausted yourself, you mind me helping you out Merlin?" The tone was soft and he could nod as answer. It was as if all the energy had drained after his second outburst of emotions.

The changing was embarrassing but with him being too exhausted he was falling asleep almost, until feel the cool air and making him whine not liking it. Lucky Arthur hurried and he must have fallen asleep afterward.