Aarmau: Remember Me, Remember Us, Just Remember

Chapter 41

As he leans away again their eyes connect and she cries out. Her hand moves from the back of his head to his shoulder as her other hand fists in the covers and her back arches up off the bed. The pressure in her core suddenly releases and spreads through her veins like quicksilver and singes every nerve along its path as it races out to the tips of her fingers and toes. Her whole body trembles as the intense pleasure sweeps through her and eventually leaves her feeling drained yet satisfied.

As her body relaxes she slowly blinks and then reality settles back in. Her eyes connect with his and even though she sees desire and something else she can't quite name looking back at her a bright blush blooms in her cheeks and spreads down her neck. She closes her eyes as tears trickle down her cheeks and she can't help but look away.

Aaron's hand still rests against her sex and she struggles to ignore the feel of his thumb lazily caressing the outer edge of her folds. It wouldn't take much to start again. What must he think of her?

Aaron watches her look away and sees the tears fall from her eyes. His hand stills and fear rolls through him thinking he pushed her too far. That fear causes his heart to beat faster and he touches her cheek to make her looks at him. "I'm sorry Shu. Did I hurt you? Did I do something wrong?"

Aph opens her eyes and looks at him with a little shock and a hysterical giggle slips out, "Wrong? No F.C you didn't do anything wrong. I have never experienced anything like that before. I can only imagine what you must think about me now. I'm so embarrassed!"

Aaron frowns and then the look in his eyes softens, "Shu don't ever be embarrassed. I'm honored that you trusted me and that I was able to make you feel good. I know we've lived together and that we're engaged but it's clear we haven't been together yet. I worried I pushed you too far."

She sighs quietly, "F.C., you have always respected me. You've never asked for something you thought I wasn't ready for. You have been so patient with me throughout our whole relationship when others might have given up and moved on. Our make-out sessions were pretty tame compared to these last two and I know neither of us has even tried to have sex before with anyone. Sure, we've talked about it but I was scared and you never pushed me."

Aaron sighs in relief, "I'm worried I might forget myself and hurt you Shu. I still can't remember or connect to you as Aphmau but I feel something pulling me to you. Maybe it's the wolf in me?"

Aph's eyes widen, "I completely forgot about that! When I found out you were a werewolf last summer I started learning all I could about you and this new aspect of you. I took werewolf class in high school with you but I had forgotten everything and until now we thought you were human. Anyway, you marked me in high school. You made me yours before you knew what you were really doing. Neither of us had real relationships after that. Then at Starlight I asked you to turn me so that we could protect each other and you did. Turning me linked us for the rest of our lives. Whether we marry or not we are mated for life F.C. Even if you never remember me, you will always be drawn to me and might never be attracted to anyone else ever again. The same applies to me but that is no hardship because I have never wanted anyone else."

Aaron chuckles, "Does that mean I'm attracted to Garroth too? I mean I turned him too right?"

Aph rolls her eyes, "That would be interesting. You accidentally turned Garroth with your red eyes; you turned me on purpose with a bite. The bite is more personal and creates the connection. I know we could never have known how it all would turn out but I'm sorry."

Aaron smirks at her and intentionally pushes his thumb past her folds to rub against the nub again. He watches her eyes lose focus and not only can he feel her body shiver but hears her heart skip a beat. Seeing her react to him like this pleases him.

He leans in and reclaims her mouth and for almost a minute they lose themselves in the feel of each other. With a few quick swipes of his thumb he feels her release wash over her again and she cries into his mouth.

Pulling away he removes his hand from under her dress, smooths out the fabric and smiles at her sated expression. "Shu, I don't feel cheated in any way. I enjoy being with you, talking to you, helping you. I'm happy when I'm with you and I can't imagine being like this with anyone else. Whether it happened on its own or it's some wolfy claim, I gladly accept it."