Aarmau: Remember Me, Remember Us, Just Remember

Chapter 55

Aaron heard the voice but it wasn't Aph's voice. As quickly as it came her eyes turned back to their warm Amber and she relaxed in his arms.

Aph blinks a couple of times and shivers. That presence wasn't like before, it wasn't peaceful. It was hurt and angry but not vengeful.

Taking a calming breath she forces herself to meet Aaron's gaze, "I do believe that might have been the last Aphmau."

Aaron chuckles, "I gathered as much. I thought you said they weren't conscious like Emmaline."

Aph sighs, "I don't think they are. I have their memories so I think I'm reacting to situations as if I was them. Their memories cause me to go on autopilot. I know everything Irene knew and know how she felt about things. She loved to help and heal. Her magic was stronger than Lucinda's if I understand correctly. The last Aphmau was similar but her experiences and memories are not the same. Her Aaron died and it nearly destroyed her. He died because of Shad. I know how she felt and talking about Shad triggered the emotion. She hated her Zane so I hope I get this all figured out and under control before I do something stupid."

Aaron sighs as he gently caresses her cheek, "You are not alone in this. I will help you in any way that I can. You know the others would help too if you give them the chance."

Deep inside Aph knows Aaron is right. She's worried how telling them will change things but they would never turn away from her.

But Aph doesn't want to think about that right now. She glances to the side table beside the bed and looks at the time. It's only three in the morning and she's so wound up she doesn't think she'll be able to sleep just yet.

Her eyes meet Aaron's as he looks to be waiting for an answer but she doesn't want to give it just yet. She reaches up to wrap her hand around the back of his neck to pull his mouth to hers and the moment their lips touch that now-familiar hunger roars out to be fed.

Her hunger calls to his and Aaron knows this is not the same as before. The last time she was driven by fear and desperation, this time it's pure lust and hunger. This is something he is more than willing to help her with.

Careful not to squish her he lowers his body over hers and fully claims her mouth. As their tongues mate and glide over each other she slides her hands up and over his back as she instinctively parts her legs.

Aaron relaxes his hips until his hardness presses up against her core and he moans as he feels her heat through their clothes. Aph has no doubt about what she's feeling pressed against the entrance to her core and her whole body shivers with anticipation.

With a strength she didn't know she had, she lifts her hips and rubs up against his member. She can feel the head brush up against the sensitive bundle of nerves at the top of her sex and with each pass, the pressure in her core tightens.

Aaron grows harder with each pass and he knows her release is close. Every time she brushes up against him her nightgown slides up until she's completely bared to him and he pushes down so that the fabric of his shorts rubs against her. She's so desperate she's forced to pull her mouth from his just to get a full breath.

Gasping for breath Aph clings to his shoulders and listening to him pant close to her ear pushes her over the edge. Her whole body convulses as her release washed over her and she cries out.

Aftershocks ripple through her and it doesn't take long for her to realize he's still incredibly hard and resting against her core. Reaching down with one hand she slides it under the waistband of his shorts and gently caresses his member.

Aaron hisses through clenched teeth and struggles to maintain control. Her hand feels so good wrapped around him that he involuntarily flexes his hips.

Aph's core throbs just thinking about him. Before she has time to think she pushes against the waistband of his shorts with her wrist until she frees him from the material. At the same time, she lifts her hips and pushes the head of his member through her swollen folds and against the entrance of her core.

Before Aaron realizes what she's doing or what's happening he involuntarily flexes his hips again and pushes against the fleshy barrier. He listens to Aph whimper and then cries out as he feels it break just before he pushes deep into her core.

The realization of what he's done is not lost on him. He freezes in place and pushes up until he can see her face and his heart breaks as tears spill over her lashes.

Knowing that he hurt her kills him and he starts to pull out of her. This was not how he planned on doing this.

Aph stops him before he can pull free and gently kisses him. "It's alright Aaron. I knew what I was doing."

Aaron frowns down at her, "But I wanted to do it right, make it better than this."

Aph chuckles, "The first time will always be difficult Aaron. Now that the hard part is over we can still make it better. And next time will be even more amazing. Or do you doubt it?"

Knowing what he did still bothers him despite her reassurance but he's up for the challenge she's thrown at him. Lowing himself down he sinks back into her, watches as her eyes flutter, and then listens to her sigh with pleasure.