After Forever & Ever

Chapter 131

Hardin-Present

Leaving the house....I'm fucking mad...

I don't get it. I'm confused. I'm hurt. I'm a lot of different things right now. And I just want to understand what the fuck she actually wants....does she even know?

Like fuck....so fucking frustrating.

I try to not think about it and get in a better headspace. But it's a little hard to do...

But I have work to do today starting with an interview they want to pre-record for a local radio station....so that will be fun...(sarcasm)

Savannah just texted me asking if I want coffee which I definitely will need since I barely slept last night after everything.

We end up arriving at the same time and I grab my coffee from her outside and give her a side hug. "You're a lifesaver thank you." I tell her.

"Yea yea...anytime." She replies.

When we get up to the station they have us come in almost right away.

They start pretty basic and start asking questions about the song and what it was like to write it and work together.

And then they start to get a little personal... "so Hardin we hear you are engaged...when is the big day?" They ask me.

"I'm not really talking about my relationship" I tell them.

"Trouble in paradise?" They ask me.

"No, i just like to keep that part of my life private." I respond.

"Fans have speculated a romance between you two? Has there ever been anything between you guys?" He asks.

"No.never." I firmly respond.

"Never say never." Savannah responds then quickly follows with...
"I'm just kidding I have a boyfriend." She replies.

"Can we move on?" I ask annoyed.

"So what is next for you two?" We are asked.

"Finish our album and then I'd like to start working on my solo album." I reply.

"Do you see a tour in your future?" They ask.

"We are definitely down." Savannah responds. Which am I down?....I don't really know about that. That would for sure push Tessa farther away and I don't want that.

The rest of the interview goes pretty standard and leaving the studio I'm fucking starving so I ask Savannah if she wants to grab lunch before we head into the studio.

So we stop at this Sushi place she likes and sit outside since it's a nice day out.

"So what's wrong?" She asks not wasting any time.

"Nothing." I respond.

"Hardin...I know something is up so what is it?" She asks.

"We booked a venue and set a date....and she doesn't know if that's what she wants." I tell her.

She looks annoyed... "I've never met anyone who toys with you so much." She finally blurts out.

"No I get it I have put her through a lot."I tell her.

"Okay.....and if she didn't want to be there for you she could have left but just when things get good between you guys she finds something wrong." She says to me.

"I don't know Savannah...it sucks I hate how this past year has been everything with my addiction and my fucked up brain....and I just thought this was it. This is where we finally can be happy ya know?" I say to her.