infinite shades of blue (journal part I)

~72~

I still see you in my dreams you know
it's been a long time
haven't ceased to miss you
not even for a second

in this dream
I was holding you in my arms crying
I knew you weren't really there
I knew I was let this moment only for that one night
to say goodbye

and I woke up with this sick feeling in my gut
and it made me miss you even more

I don't remember the last time I saw you