infinite shades of blue (journal part I)

~193~

I miss the lab
sometimes I wake up from a nap thinking about it or while doing the dishes
I think I have already decided not to go this year
or ever
but I miss it terribly

it's just that I can't be in that city
she broke my heart
and I am grieving her
I think I'll always grieve her
and I'll always miss the lab

it'll be like when mom left
she loved me
and she missed me
but she needed to be somewhere else