infinite shades of blue (journal part I)

~107~

you wake up every morning
thinking
how the hell am I going to make it through today?
and then you do
over and over again
and maybe you're not so sure all the way why
and maybe the only reason is the upcoming album release from that one band who saved your life in spring two years ago
and you let that be the only reason
because it wouldn't be the first time anyway