it's probably one of those things you can't forgive me
me never asking you to elaborate whenever you tell me you're not feeling well
if I try
I can cook up two reasons for this
one
I'm not good at making other people feel good
and two
I've spent a third of my life trying to forgive you for all the times when it was you who didn't ask
and I've just been exceptionally horrible at it
I don't like that I am this way
I don't enjoy a second of it
and I wish I could ask you
but whenever I'm about to
I've got nothing to say
nothing at all
I'm sorry
