infinite shades of blue (journal part I)

~53~

Martha says I should let you go
she says the reason why I still see you in my dreams every other night is that you can't leave this earth until everyone has let go of you

I printed out photos
framed them
put them where I can see them

so much for letting go

forgive me for not being ready yet
forgive me for being scared to forget your face
forgive me for missing you