infinite shades of blue (journal part I)

~67~

I just wish you'd try a little harder
when I tell you
I don't want to talk about it
I wish you didn't just drop it

I wish you'd grab my shoulders
make me look at you
and say
I don't care that you don't want to talk about it
and
you are going to tell me everything that's been bothering you
and
I won't give up on you this time

because you don't know what happens when you walk out the door
leaving me to carry this weight
I could never tell you
and you would never ask