Jaehyun carry's Taeyong who is too light in his opinion, to the back room and lays him down on a couch. He quickly goes out and clears the store. He locks the door and quickly runs back to Taeyong. He kneels on the floor and softly caresses his face.
"My sweet Taeyong." He whispers. He takes his hand and holds it while he waits for him to wake. He watches as he stirs and blinks rapidly in his direction.
"What's going on?" He asks, thinking he's in a dream or something.
"Who are you?" And only now Jaehyun realizes he forgot to take his mask off.
"It's me." Taeyong can't help the fat tears that immediately fall. He tries to sit up but still feels weak so Jaehyun helps him after noticing the struggle.
"I'm sorry." Is all Taeyong can say at the moment. Jaehyun starts to cry.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Taeyong shakes his head no as he cries harder.
"You didn't love me anymore, you left me. I didn't want to burden you." Jaehyun shakes his head.
"How old is she?" He asks softly.
"She's four." He let's out a breath he was holding and looks to the ceiling.
"I lost four years of her life. You could have told me." Taeyong shakes his head no and stands, he walks to the desk across the room and takes a letter out of the drawer, handing it to Jaehyun. He's confused as he opens the letter with his fathers, now his company seal on it. After reading it he drops to his knees and hugs Taeyong's legs begging for forgiveness.
"I wanted you to know but he found out and I couldn't handle the financial burden if he would have sued so I kept quiet." Jaehyun stands, pacing the floor.
"I never stopped loving you Tae. I've been miserable without you." Taeyong cries more and lets Jaehyun hug him.
"The only thing that kept me going was her." He says into Jaehyun's neck.
"She's beautiful." Jaehyun says with a soft smile. Taeyong chuckles as their hug has now somehow turned into a slow dance of sorts.
"Of course, she looks just like her dad." He says pulling back and gently touching Jaehyun's face.
"You took good care of her, she seems so smart and healthy." Taeyong smiles brightly.
"She gets everything she needs, she has lots of love in her life. Lots of uncles who care so much for her." His smile fades when he sees the hurt in Jaehyun's eyes.
"The only thing she's missing is her daddy, the only thing she wants is her daddy. I would love it if you could meet her and maybe spend some time with her?" He can see the light return to Jaehyun along with his beautiful dimpled smile.
"You will let me?" Taeyong smiles softly.
"Of course, but what about your father?" Jaehyun frowns
"I'll deal with him." He pulls Taeyong into his arms again and just holds him.
"Why did you leave me?" Jaehyun sighs.
"As you know I was sent abroad to study to take my dad's business over which is a shit show by the way. I hate it. He convinced me that you would find someone new while I was gone and that I should find a woman to marry too." Taeyong nods and steps away.
"Did you? Do you have a wife?" He asks with fear present in his voice. Jaehyun just laughs.
"No, like I said, I never stopped loving you." Taeyong can't help himself, it's been four years without his lover so he kisses him softly. Jaehyun responds immediately. They have both missed this so much. Taeyong whimpers as the kiss deepens making Jaehyun pull him closer. After only a few minutes the passion from the past came flooding back and they found themselves undressing only for Jaehyun to stop and softly touch Taeyong's ribs that slightly poke through.
"You forgot to feed yourself." Jaehyun says with concern. Taeyong covers himself and backs away.
"I always make sure she has enough." He says softly. Jaehyun lowers to his knees and places soft kisses on his stomach and works his ways down, taking him in his mouth. Taeyong's knees almost buckle so Jaehyun coaxes him to sit on the couch. He hasn't felt this much pleasure, this much desire for years. He takes his time, showing him how valuable he is, kissing every part of him as he makes his way back to his lips. He gently lays him back and lays between his legs, both moan at the feeling.
"God I've missed you." Taeyong says winded.
"I missed you baby, so much." After he opens him up slightly he slides in slowly, with Taeyong's approval of course. He goes slow, making each thrust memorable as he slides in and out.
"I love you Taeyong, love you so much." He says as they both find their release together.
They lay cuddled together, naked and sticky but neither care. For them this is utopia. Jaehyun places soft kisses all over him and he loves every bit of it.
"Will I see you again?" Taeyong asks shyly. Jaehyun hovers over him and sighs.
"Of course you will. I want to take you on a proper date and meet my daughter, and who knows after this we could have another one coming." He says casually as Taeyong gasps and covers his mouth. Jaehyun giggles and moves down and kisses his belly again.
"I never got to give our first baby kisses in your belly but maybe I can our second baby?" Taeyong giggles and pulls him up to kiss his lips.
"You are pretty sure of yourself." Jaehyun hugs his waist and breathes him in.
"Just wishful thinking I guess." Taeyong hums. They stay tangled together for another hour before Jaehyun realizes he needs to get to work.
He leaves with a promise to return to be with his family again.
After a week and a half of no contact Taeyong has spiraled downward mentally. He really thought that Jaehyun was genuine and now he feels like he used him for a cheap fuck. Everyone notices even though he does his best to hide it, nobody knows that they were together just days ago and they will never know. He wouldn't want to admit that he was so weak to fall for his tricks. They never exchanged numbers of course, never even thought of it until later in the evening when he was at home reliving their love making. He hides his emotions from Nari since Christmas is only a day away. He couldn't tell her about meeting her father again because he didn't want to get her hopes up and he's glad he didn't.
He lies in bed this Christmas Eve a broken man, it somehow hurts worse the second time.
He placed his gift for Nari under the tree already and he is proud that he was able to buy a whole chicken to roast with some potatoes so they can have a small feast. He vows to wake up tomorrow and focus solely on Nari and forget about her dead beat dad.
He wakes the next day to Nari bouncing on him and squealing. He smiles brightly at her happiness and decides then and there that she is his whole reason for breathing. They walk out to the living room and sit by the tree.
"Look papa, Santa brought me something." Taeyong smiles proudly.
"Do you think it's something you wanted?" She looks at it and scrunches her nose.
"I don't think my daddy would fit in there." His heart breaks again.
"Sometimes Santa can't get you everything you want, so you have to be happy for what you do have." She nods.
"I'm happy because I still have my papa." Just as he chokes out an ugly cry that is a mix of proud father to depressed lonely man and a little bit of pregnancy hormones, the doorbell rings. Taeil had said he was stopping by sometime today so he gets up mid cry to get the door. He swings it open ready to collapse in his arms but stops in his tracks when he sees a big package addressed to Nari and Taeyong.
"Nari, baby come here. I think your uncles might have gotten us a gift." She runs out excitedly and jumps up and down.
"Can I open it? What if it's a bike or maybe a giant teddy bear?" Taeyong chuckles and shows her which ribbon to pull. She pulls hard and the sides of the box fall away to reveal Jaehyun sitting cross legged with a Teddy bear in his lap. She is a bit confused and nervous about this strange man but Taeyong is a mess.
"Jae, I thought you weren't coming back." Taeyong whispers. He reaches up and takes his hand then looks in sweet Nari's eyes.
"Santa sent me." Her face lights up like never before and her cute little dimples, just like her dads make an appearance. He gasps at just how much she looks like him.
"Nari, my beautiful baby girl, I'm so happy to meet you." He says through his river of tears. She jumps into his arms and holds him tight, then as if she gets an idea she stands back up and points in his face.
"You better not ever leave my daddy sad again." She says sternly.
"I won't, I promise." He says to her then he looks up into Taeyong's beautiful troubled eyes and pulls him down into his lap, not caring that they are clogging up the hallway of their building on Christmas Day.
"Ahh!" Taeyong screams as he instinctively holds his stomach on the way down.
Jaehyun spends the whole day with them, mostly Nari, as she gives him the tour of their place and teaches him how to properly play babies. He can see that she grew up without having much but she grew up happy and that is most important.
After tucking her in and reading her favorite story. He watches her fall asleep before quietly leaving and going to Taeyong who is getting ready for bed.
"You did an amazing job with her, she is perfect." Taeyong smiles softly as Jaehyun crawls into his bed and hovers over him.
"Do you think you have room for me in this room or should we get a new place together? Or you can move into my house?" Taeyong smiles and kisses his lips.
"You did an amazing thing today, really. She loves you already, but you scared me. I didn't think you were coming back and it hurt so much, especially now that you will soon have another child to meet." Jaehyun pouts, feeling bad for not reaching out sooner.
"I'm sorry, I had a lot to take care of, including my father but I..." he frowns in thought.
"Wait did you say I will have another child to meet? Like, no. Wait, really?" Taeyong nods with a big smile and Jaehyun almost jumps out of his skin with excitement. He crawls down and lifts Taeyong's shirt, placing kisses all over his belly. Taeyong giggles and plays with his hair.
"I've had morning sickness this whole week." He says pouting.
"I'll get a test on Monday but I'm sure We are having another baby."
Jaehyun stayed the rest of the weekend and reluctantly left for work on Monday. Taeyong went for his test that was, as he suspected positive and hoped and prayed that Jaehyun wasn't lying, and he wasn't. From that day on he couldn't get rid of him if he wanted to. They went on sweet dates and renewed their love for one another all while building a strong bond with Nari. They decided to move into Jaehyun's house since they are expecting again and the wedding will take place after the baby is born.
Nari feels like Santa went above and beyond this time since he brought her a daddy and a baby sibling.
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Limitless (NCT one shots)
FanfictionThis will be an NCT one shot book, I will not force updates it's only for when I get inspiration about certain ships and have to write it out. I'm planning to include all members including WayV but it all depends on where my inspiration comes from...
