Limitless (NCT one shots)

Use me (Jaeyong)

"Fuck!" Jaehyun comes back to his dorm that he shares with his best friend, angry again.
"What's wrong Hyunnie?" Taeyong asks sweetly. Jaehyun sighs and sits on the edge of his bed.
"I was on a date with Yeri again, she lets me kiss her and touch her boobs but she always leaves me with blue balls. I have needs to." He crosses his arms in a huff and Taeyong gets a wonderful idea.
"Uh, don't think I'm weird or anything, but if you wanted to, you know do some stuff with me you could like pretend it was her and like get off, you know after your dates and stuff." He looks away with the heat in his face unbearable at the moment. He almost walks out with the long ass silence that followed his little proposal.
"You would do that? I mean after all it's not cheating if I'm not gay right?" Taeyong smiles brightly.
"Right." Jaehyun awkwardly agrees and so it begins.
"I can start now, should I suck you off or do you want to fuck me?" Jaehyun is almost overwhelmed with the choices.
"Let me fuck you." Taeyong agrees and gets naked before lying on his back putting his legs in the air.
"Do you want to finger me open or should I do it?" Jae looks at him unsure.
"Can I pretend it's her? Would that be fine?" Taeyong smiles softly.
"That's why I'm here." Jaehyun slowly walks over and has Taeyong wet his fingers. He takes a towel and covers Taeyong's dick so it can be a bit more realistic and starts to pump a finger in slowly. He enjoys the feeling, imagining that Yeri would feel similar on the inside. Warm and wet, squeezing his fingers. He can feel his arousal build as Taeyong starts squirming under him.
"Go ahead you can stick it in now." Taeyong says on the verge of orgasm with just his long, strong fingers.
"Ok uh, let me know if it hurts or you want me to stop." He lines it up carefully and slips it in, the tight heat making him gasp. If Taeyong's ass feels this good then Yeri's vagina must be 100 times better. Taeyong moans under him, making him feel even more confident as he starts to slam in and speed up. He grunts and groans and can feel himself coming to completion. He's not selfish per say but when he lets go into his condom screaming out Yeri's name he never once bothered to check if Taeyong needed to finish. After all why would he? He's only in it to help a friend right. Nothing gay here.
"That was great Taeyong, thank you." He gets up quickly and goes to shower while Taeyong just laid there and sobbed. He knew what he offered was not the smartest thing but he could have at least had the decency to let him finish and not call out her name.
He called his friend Doyoung for some advice and all he got from him was a lecture about how stupid he was to let his best friend who he has been in love with forever, use him for sex.
He cries himself to sleep night after night. The dates are becoming more frequent and even though he is hesitant to let it happen Jaehyun has started kissing him for practice so he can be really good for their first time. Some nights he has him wear a skirt and a bra so he can practice unhooking her bra and fingering her beside her panties.
"Sit on my lap Yeri." He says watching Taeyong try to walk like a girl in a short plaid skirt. He runs his hand up his thigh and teases the crotch of his panty. When he finally slips his finger in he pushes it in and out making Taeyong squirm, he is so turned on and wants to cum too for once. He really gets into it and bounces quickly on his now three fingers that are deep in him, hitting his bundle of nerves just right. Jaehyun thinks he is acting and doing a damn good job of it until he stills in his lap. Jaehyun lifts his skirt to see his tip poking out of the front dripping and throbbing. He is quite stunned but he gets up and lays Taeyong back lifting his skirt more. He pulls the panties completely off smearing Taeyong's cum all over. Jaehyun wouldn't tell him this night that the whole reason he practiced eating out Yeri is so he could get a taste of Taeyong. He couldn't notice anyway, he was so over stimulated that he came again but he was too out of it to be embarrassed, and Jaehyun kept tasting. When he finally had all he could, he carefully put Taeyong under the blankets and let him rest so he could finish alone in the bathroom.
Taeyong was fearing that their time would soon come to an end because they've been going on dates and coming home horny almost every night.
He hasn't called him Yeri in a long time and he lets him cum too now which is so good but he's so afraid he's going to lose this intimate time with Jaehyun.

Tonight is the night. Jaehyun showers and gets ready excitedly telling Taeyong about the fact that he finally gets to be with her and Taeyong smiles excitedly while deep down he falls apart. He knows he let it go too far.

When Jaehyun gets back to Yeri's dorm he's not too nervous, after all he's had a lot of practice. He sits down and she sits next to him and they kiss his tongue goes in her mouth and she moans in a higher pitch than Taeyong when he sticks his finger in. It's almost just like he imagined, the texture is a little different but the tight wet sticky squeeze is almost exactly like his. She spreads her legs and he rubs her clit, obviously different from the raging bulge Taeyong had. He slips her panties off and lies her back so he can taste her. She puts her legs up and he gently swirls his tongue around at first, only picking up the pace when he can tell she's into it. He puts his fingers back and she rides them while his tongue is doing wonders. He doesn't like the taste as much as Taeyong. He doesn't like this, as much as Taeyong. He still manages to get hard but for thoughts of Taeyong writhing underneath him. He still hasn't told Taeyong that the reason their dates were more frequent was not because they were actually going out he just wanted to fuck him. He slips on a condom and starts to poke it into her listening to her scream out, not as sexy as Taeyong. He slams in, knowing she wasn't ready and instantly feels bad. He pulls out and kisses her nipples trying to gain the want back but just like his feelings for her, it all is going away, especially his desire.
"I'm sorry. I can't do this. It's not fair to you, I don't know why it took this long but I realize that I love someone else. I fell out of love with you and I'm sorry." She covers herself quickly but doesn't get angry.
"It's ok Jae, I know you love him but could you just this time let me lose my virginity to you?" He thinks for a minute then nods. This time it's a lot better because he knows he is free to be with the man he loves.
After they said their good byes he ran home to Taeyong.
He wasn't there.
He doesn't know what to do so he tries to call to no avail so he just sits and worries.
At around three AM Taeyong walks in trying to hold back his tears.
"What's wrong Tae?" He shakes his head and goes to the bathroom to strip the disgusting layers off of him. Jaehyun follows and sees bruises and hand prints on him and starts to get angry.
"What the fuck happened to you?" He asks as he sees more and more bruising.
Taeyong breaks down and sobs into his hands as Jaehyun tries to hug him from behind.
"I'm tired of being used for sex, so it was my turn. I went to the club to find someone to use just for a night, but he hurt me. It wasn't fun, or even satisfying because it wasn't you. But you don't need me anymore." He pulls out of his grip and gets in the hot shower scrubbing himself with Jaehyun's soap because that's all he ever uses now. Jaehyun is shocked by what he said, he had a feeling that Taeyong might like him but he wasn't sure and if he knew how Taeyong felt about being used he never would have done it. He drops to his knees.
"Taeyong will you please forgive me? It took me too long to realize that I don't love her anymore, not any more than a friend anyway. I'm so deep in love with you but I was afraid to admit it. All those nights that her and I had date after date was just a lie, a cover so I could be with you. You are the one I love and I know I don't deserve your love after treating you like an object but I just thought you should know." He gets up and crawls into his bed and silently cries himself to sleep.
When he wakes the next morning with Taeyong in his arms he jolts a little. Taeyong stirs and rolls to face him.
"I hope you don't mind, we've had a lot of sex but I've never gotten to fall asleep in your arms. I love you Jae and as long as you can promise me more than sex, like sweet dates and cuddles then I'm yours." Jaehyun let's out a sigh of relief and kisses his forehead.
The very next night Taeyong is swept away to a beautiful park, the gazebo is lit up with a candle lit dinner waiting. When he is fully seated Jaehyun hands him a small box.
"Taeyong, you've had to endure a lot for me and I'm going to spend everyday that you will let me, making it up to you." Taeyong opens the box to see matching rings and smiles softly as Jaehyun finally asks him to officially be his boyfriend.
To say they live happily ever after isn't a complete lie but they face their hardships together and always come through the other side.