tired

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there's nothing like

emptiness

that makes you feel numb

and there's nothing like

numbness

that makes you feel

like you're not

worth

anything


yet with all these

people around

i think i'll

just sigh

and choke it down


"I'm okay"

(I'm not)

"I'm fine"

(I'm not)

"Don't worry

about me"

(don't

forget

about me)


i'm tired of feeling empty

i'm tired of being numb

i'm tired of sadness

i'm tired of anger

i'm tired of hate

i'm tired of being tired


there's no softer pillow

than mine

after a long day

after all

this time

i think about a pillow

that isn't mine yet

a lot

and maybe i'm

ready

to find that pillow

it's a little

more

permanent

than mine


if I fall asleep

i beg you

let me sleep

let me dream

let me rest

for a while

and then a little more

than a while


i'm just so tired

of everything

and everyone.

i'd like to curl up

and sleep

for a very

very

long

time.


--

Is it even poetry?

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