i'm sick

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I'm sick of you
and I'm sick of me
I'm sick of snorting coke
and smoking weed
I'm sick of living
I'm sick of feeling numb
I'm sick of dying inside
knowing the wrongs I've done
I'm sick of hurting you
and I'm sick of hurting me
I'm sick of having to end
anything good that has come into being
I'm sick of telling them I'm okay
or talking about stupid things
when we don't have anything to say
I'm sick of pretending that's it fine
when I've taken up chain smoking
because you're not mine
I'm sick of life
I'm sick of death
I'm sick of gods
and I'm sick of devils
I'm sick of my demons
I'm sick of the voices
I'm sick of this agony inside my head
I'm sick of wanting nothing more
than to be dead
I'm sick of my apathy
I'm sick of emotions
I'm just sick
and I can't seem
to get
better

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