BURN (Wattys2015?)

justify

i've been trying lately

to justify

what i've done and what i'm doing

but i really can't find a reason

for why i feel this way

i really can't find an excuse

for how i acted

and i realize now that trying to justify

and explain myself and dig myself out of this hole

is stupid and it won't work

because what's done is done

and what i'm feeling now can't be helped

so i just have to accept who i am

(even if i'm a bad person)

and accept what i've done and what i'm doing

(it's all so awful)

and swallow my pride

and stop