Love, Not War (Book 2)

Chapter 3

Taehyun from TXT above

Chan was so immersed in his thoughts that he didn't know when Taehyun had joined him on the balcony until he felt the boy's bony arms around his waist. Chan stiffened instantly. Felix's arms weren't this bony and Felix mostly used to hug him by wrapping his arms around his neck not the waist. Chan didn't like it. The arms felt uncomfortable around his waist.

Feeling Chan stiffen up, Taehyun frowned and retracted his arms, thinking Chan wasn't in the mood. He started to scold himself. What was he thinking? Chan had just come back from the cemetery. He was still sad. He won't be in the mood to do other things. He felt so stupid.

As he kept berating himself, Chan turned to find Taehyun wearing a short white soft robe, looking sad. But Chan wasn't affected at all. The hair colour and hair style might be the same, but the face was completely different.

"What is it?" Chan asked, annoyed. "You should be in bed. Don't stay up late"

"Same goes for you" Taehyun boldly replied. He didn't want to sleep without Chan. He stepped forward and pushed his body against Chan's then softly gripped his shirt. "I don't want to sleep without you tonight"

In that position, Taehyun's head was resting against Chan's chest so Chan couldn't see his face. Only the blonde hair. His body gradually relaxed. He could see Felix now...

His heart warmed and he wrapped his arms around Taehyun's waist which was a little too thin. Felix wasn't this thin. Still, with the platinum blonde hair, Chan could overlook that. He lowered his head and planted a kiss on Taehyun's neck. Chan felt it wasn't enough. He licked and sucked, making sure to leave a mark.

Taehyun moaned softly and shuddered as Chan bit that place a little. Chan was a bit annoyed. If it were Felix, he would have been squirming in his arms by now, moaning out his name over and over again. This body was not as responsive but Chan didn't really mind. After all, the platinum blonde hair was there. It was like Taehyun was Felix.

Chan stripped Taehyun of the robe and carried him to the bed. Taehyun leaned up for a kiss but Chan dodged, burying his face in Taehyun's neck. He continued to shower kisses and bites all over and soon enough, Taehyun was starting to moan out loud.

The voice irritated Chan. It wasn't soft enough. Wasn't melodious enough. Didn't turn him on as much. Felix's voice was so much better. He got off Taehyun and walked to the closet where he kept a small bag of toys he used to play with such people. Such people he made to look like Felix.

He took out a ball gag and walked back to Taehyun. Taehyun looked at the bright red ball in Chan's hand and frowned. He didn't like it when Chan used the ball gag because he wouldn't be able to swallow saliva when the sex became good and it would end up on his  chin, chest and on the sheets but he couldn't refuse. The last time he refused, Chan didn't touch him for weeks. To make amends, he had to strip, lay down on Chan's bed and put in the ball gag himself. Only then did Chan have sex with him again.

Chan pushed the ball gag into Taehyun's mouth then continued his torture on the boy's neck and chest. He didn't touch the nipples though. Taehyun's were bright pink while Felix's was dusky rose. He couldn't bring himself to touch them. Chan did as he usually did, limiting himself to the neck and upper chest. The skin was white but Felix's was cream coloured. Still, as long as Chan could see the platinum blonde hair, he could overlook that too.

The ball gag cut of majority of Taehyun's moans, leaving only soft whimpers and small grunts. They were almost akin to Felix's. Chan could manage. His hand went down and wrapped around Taehyun's member, making Taehyun's body jerk with pleasure. The member was thinner and longer than Felix's but again, Chan could manage. 

The foreplay didn't last long but Chan prepared Taehyun well. The boy's entrance was slick with lube. He had already cummed once with fingering. He knew the routine. Now was the time for Chan to enter. Taehyun was flat on his back, his expression was that of pleasure. His heavy breathing and sticky fluids on his abdomen could attest to it. His skin was a shimmering white, beautiful and seductive. Any gay man would have already cummed from the sight alone. But not Chan.

In fact, Chan was hard but he wasn't leaking the way he used to with Felix. Taehyun just didn't attract him that much. Especially with that face. Taehyun had his legs spread wide open, an invitation for Chan but Chan closed his legs instead and turned him over to lay on his chest.

Taehyun gripped the sheets, feeling disappointed. He thought this time would be different. He thought Chan would have sex with him while facing each other. But no. Chan preferred staring at his back. It was really annoying. Ever since they got together, Chan had always fucked him face down. He wanted to face Chan. He wanted to take off the ball gag and tell Chan that he loves him but Chan never gives him the chance.

Chan put a pillow under Taehyun's abdomen then wore a condom and entered straight in without any warning, making Taehyun scream but it was muffled due to the ball gag. Chan entered but he wasn't satisfied. He was really big and Taehyun couldn't take him all. They had tried before but once it gets to a certain point, it would be too painful for Taehyun, to the extent that the boy could not hold back his tears,  so Chan never goes in all the way.

He frowned. Felix only shed tears of pleasure when they have sex. Never pain. But he could manage with Taehyun. Felix's behind wasn't small and flat. It was quite plump and sexy. But he could manage with Taehyun. Felix could take in all of him. To the very hilt. But he could manage with Taehyun. Felix used to look at him and scream his name, making him feel very proud, but Taehyun's voice annoyed him and the face wasn't the same. But he could still manage.

There was no Felix anymore. And there could be no replacement. This was a manageable substitute. All Chan could do was manage. After all, he can't bring Felix back.

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