Love, Not War (Book 2)

Chapter 150

Minho gazed at the best friends with tears in his eyes. He had been waiting for the day Felix would ruthlessly reject Jisung and Jisung would realize Felix truly didn't love him and would never love him. He wanted Jisung to accept the fact that he and Felix were never meant to be together but now, everything was ruined.

He never expected Felix to accept Jisung and even be willing to be in a relationship with him. What the hell was happening? Right when their wedding was at the corner. What would he say to Mr Han now? What would he do? With this, Jisung would never accept him. At least he had hope before because he thought Felix would never return Jisung's feelings but now, now...fuck!

Also, he didn't really buy the whole thing. He hadn't had many interactions with Felix, but he had a basic understanding of who Felix was and the way he lived his life, so he found the entire thing odd. Felix used to be a chronic homophobe until he met Chris. He was completely oblivious to Jisung's feelings towards him for years until Jisung confessed and Felix rejected him right away.

Now, Felix all of a sudden got his memories back and wanted to be with Jisung despite all the murders Jisung had committed in the past. Something was definitely fishy.

But Jisung didn't seem to think so and he didn't suspect a thing. All he was cared about was the fact that Felix wanted him. Not just as friends but as boyfriends.

When Jisung finally stopped crying, he pulled away, wiping his face with the back of his hands. "So," he sniffed. "Where do we go from here? You should know that I'm a wanted man so I can't freely roam the streets of Seoul and I know you won't like to be cooped up with me in the Han Estate so I don't know what we should do. But I'll do whatever you want me to Lixie. Whatever you want."

Felix smiled, unsurprised at the vital information Jisung had unexpectedly disclosed. He already had an inkling that Jisung was being protected by his family. The Han Estate. That was where Jisung had been hiding all along. No wonder Chan and the police couldn't find him.

The Han Estate wasn't just a home. It was a massive expanse of land owned by the Hans who are a family of assassins. On the surface, it looked like any normal home but underground, the entire place was like a maze and Jisung knew every corridor, every hidden exit, and every deadly trap like the back of his hand. Felix had only been there once when they were young and the things he saw terrified him, even to this moment.

Felix acted like he was seriously thinking about it then said; "I do not mind staying in the Han estate with you Sungie but I have a lot of unfinished business."

"Unfinished business?" Jisung asked, frowning slightly. "Like what?" He was eager to know. He didn't want anything to keep him away from his Felix any longer. He had waited for this day since they were kids, and he would be damned if he let anything ruin it. Felix already had him when he said he did not mind living with him in the Han Estate. It meant Felix was just as committed as he was and it made him extremely happy.

Felix parted his lips, like he was about to tell Jisung but then he changed his mind, shaking his head. "Don't worry Sungie. I'll handle it on my own. I don't want to put you under any more stress."

Jisung quickly grabbed Felix's hands, looking somewhat desperate and scared. Like he was afraid Felix would break up with him if he didn't help him. "Tell me Lixie. Whatever it is, I'll help you do it. You have no idea how long I've waited for this moment. Please, tell me."

Felix then smiled. "How about we go to your place and talk?"

"Of course." Jisung replied, nodding eagerly. "I'll take you there right now."

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It was a cold evening. Chan and Changbin were in Chan's apartment, resting after a long day of work and an hour of therapy. Chan had never really paid attention to his business in China because his father had already assigned someone to handle it, but the person messed up, so he had to clean up. It just annoyed him that it had to come up at a critical point of his relationship with Felix.

He had told Felix that he wouldn't come before him again, but he had actually planned to watch Felix from afar. Follow his every move and protect him like his very own personal superhero but all his plans were now messed up. He was wearing a black bathrobe, sitting on the edge of his king-sized bed, slowly swiping pictures in Changbin's phone with an enamoured look on his face.

"Okay, give me back my phone." Changbin said, slamming his documents on the bed. He stretched his hand towards Chan. "I'm tired of hearing you go 'awww' every five seconds."

"C'mon man," Chan pleaded, pushing his hand away. "Just five more minutes"

"That's what you said 30 minutes ago!" Changbin huffed.

Chan just rolled his eyes and shifted to the other side of the bed and continued swiping.

"Awww, he looks so cute" Chan cooed, gazing at another picture. "Look at this one" he held the phone up to show Changbin. "Look how cute he is in this pink sweater. I have to buy him more pink stuff. Maybe some lingerie too."

He imagined Felix in baby pink thongs and stocking, inviting him to bed. Fuck that would be so hot. Chan didn't think he'd be able to control himself if that day ever comes.

"Ah, why does Felix have to be so cute and hot?" Chan whined. "I want him so bad. I can't stop thinking about him. I just want to hold him, and kiss him, and-""

"Hey no need to tell me that!" Changbin snapped, cutting him off. "And wipe that stupid look off your face. Shameless idiot!"