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Chapter 67 Accusations and Alleyways

Katie woke me up,I Must have fallen asleep on the sofa last night, 'what time is it?'I Asked slowly waking up, 'only half seven. Why are you down here?' she asked and I told her I had a nightmare. 'Why is Ross down here?' she asked and I managed to sit up and Ross was still asleep as far as I could tell down the other end of the sofa. 'I don't know. He came down after I did and it think we were talking and must have fallen asleep.'I Explained. Katie stared at me for a moment before leaving the room.

After she left I nudged Ross with my foot until he stirred. 'You up?'I Asked him and he groaned, 'get up we fell asleep.'I Said walking out of the room into the kitchen. Trott was making tea and Katie was opening a window. 'You two alright?' Trott asked me and I looked at him, 'yeah just a nightmare and Ross hung around.'I Explained again and went to sit in the dining room. 'Where's Smith?' Katie asked, 'why wasn't he downstairs with you?' she asked handing me a steaming mug. 'He is upstairs. He had a busy day is didn't want to wake him up.'I Told her,I Felt like I was being interrogated. 'Why all the questions?'I Asked them and they looked at each other. 'There are some signs that are slightly...' Katie struggled for words, 'when we played Twister I saw how you looked at each other and then how you are around each other.' She said and Trott seemed to feel the same. 'I don't understand. A guy and a Girl can be close without wanting to be anything more than friends.'I Stood up for myself. 'We know. It's just that we have known Ross for a long time and we have never seen him act the way he does with you.' Trott said quietly. 'We are just friends,I Love Smith not Ross. Ross and I Are just able to find comfort in each other since we can relate and know how each other are feeling.'I Just came out and said it and both looked slightly perplexed. 'I am going to go and wake Smith up.'I Mumbled before going upstairs.I Was pretty fed up with people suspecting and speculating. It had even been mentioned in fandoms,I Had seen ship names and fan art of Ross and I and now friends were having the same thoughts. It was making me to start doubting what my life was.

I walked into our room and opened the curtains letting the light flood the room, 'whoa a little warning would be nice.' Smith said covering his eyes with his arm. 'Come on we need to go soon.'I Said bluntly. Smith sat up in bed as I sat on the edge of the bed and started to sort through some possible clothing choices. 'What's up?' he asked sounding concerned. 'Nothing, come on we will be late.'I Said opting for my black skinny jeans and a hulk t shirt. 'Come on talk to me.I Won't judge.' He said,I Sighed and turned around and crossed my legs on the bed and looked at him and he did the same. 'Promise you won't flip?'I Asked and he used his finger to draw a cross on his chest which made me feel a little cheerier.I Told him I had a nightmare and that Ross came down and we fell asleep on the sofa. 'Why didn't you wake me up?' he asked, 'you had a busy day. You needed to sleep and I didn't ask Ross to come down he just did.' He nodded and I Carried on telling him about what Katie and Trott had said and added the fandom stuff too. 'Just ignore it. The worst thing you can do is let it get to you. You have more important things to think about and you have had a rough time lately. You know what is true and that's what is important. Like you said you and Ross understand each other you both need someone you can talk to who is on the same level.' He said very understanding. 'So you're not mad?'I Asked not convinced. He brushed a rogue strand of hair behind my ear, 'nope.'I Smiled at him and he kissed me lightly .

Smith and I came down dressed and pretty much ready to go Trott and Katie were both at the door and Ross sounded like he was still in his room. 'Abbey, we are sorry if we upset you. We shouldn't have confronted you.' Trott apologised, Smith put his arm around me, 'It's ok.'I Accepted, Trott called Ross and he appeared at the top of the stairs and we headed to the office.

When we walked in Lewis and Hannah were talking but stopped when we walked in, 'good morning.' Hannah chirped happily. 'How are we all?' Lewis asked and we all said we were good, Katie had tagged along with us,I Don't know why but she vanished with Hannah into her office. 'How you feeling?' Lewis asked and I told him I was fine and after a little chit chat about a possible mass recording we went down to the office.

We were in the office maybe a couple of minutes before we were all called to the common room for the Monday meeting. The main topic of the day was Christmas live streams and the scheduling.I Didn't really pay attention since the guys had it under control I Was sat next to Hannah and Smith near the back.

Once the meeting was done we went back to the office and Hannah, Kim and Katie all went into Hannah's office looking slightly excited. But I carried on with Smith and the others down to our office.

We were doing bulk recording today with Turps and Sips mostly GTA challenges and Rocket league but we also did a little Gmod too for Sip's channel. Once that was done it was pretty close to three in the afternoon so we broke for lunch.I Had started feeling pretty tired and I noticed Ross was yawning too whilst we were sat in the common room. We were the only ones in the common room and I was drifting in and out of daydreams as the guys talked before we went back and edited and whatever.

When the clock rolled around to seven we were all finally finished and we gathered up everything and everyone and started to walk home in the dark.I Held Smith's hand as we walked with the occasional car whizzing by. We walked down the sort alleyway to our cul-de-sac and most of the light disappeared.I Hated walking down here in the dark especially when the wind would get up and the trees rustled. 'Why so jumpy?' Smith asked as we made it out of the ally way. 'Nothing just tired.'Isaid and we walked up to the house.