Don't watch me go. (Minsung)

//22//

it was early in the morning when jisung woke up first.

considering he had taken many naps during the day, he felt pretty energetic.

just like his old self.

he sat up and rubbed his eyes sleepily, turning to check the time.

6:00 am.

he stretched and yawned, looking around the room.

everyone else was asleep. he pouted. he knew he would get bored by himself.

he looked at the people around him. jeongin was alseep in the bean bag, felix was laying on the floor with changbin, chan was on one couch, while minho was on the other.

he didn't really know who to wake up.

then again, being all alone made him think that no one would want to be woken up because of him.

no one would want to be disturbed for something as small and unimportant as jisung. he knew this.

he wrapped himself in a blanket and sat all alone until someone would wake up.

he didn't like being alone to think.

***

a while went by before anyone else began to wake up. a few hours actually.

once everyone began waking up, they did the same thing jisung had done when he had woke up.

"hm? jisung?" felix was the first to notice him. he wiped the sleep from his face. "you're up already? for how long?" his voice was coated with sleep.

"ah i woke up five minutes ago." he smiled and lied.

he hadn't been feeling the best ever since he woke up.

at first, yes, but now he had thoughts that he hadn't thought about in a while that made him sad. and being alone made him think about it more. like about his old friends and everything that happened to him.

well, not everything. he had no time for that much.

"ah.. i think im going to head home now." jisung spoke to felix, as he was the only one who had time to adjust out of his sleep.

"what already?" felix tilted his head. "it's only 10:00."

jisung didn't want to have to explain that he felt secluded and bad, so he just smiled a bit and looked off to the side. "yeah.. but i think my moms wondering where i am."

not an entire lie, but it also could be entirely wrong.

at this point minho had began waking up. "hm? you're leaving?"

he looked at the younger who had at this point stuffed back on his shoes. "ah- yeah. thank you for having me over. tell everyone else that it was nice hanging out with them." he really wasn't feeling right.

"ah okay, bye jisung, see you later!" both felix and minho said their goodbyes as the boy left the house, feeling a rising panic attack strike for no reason.

~~~

he had gotten ahold of his feelings, and managed to get home with no problem. he figured he really just needed time alone.

he didn't feel as bad as he did a few minutes ago.

jisung sighed heavily as he walked up to the door. however he paused once he saw an unfamiliar red car parked in front.

that was weird. his mother had a blue car.

he narrowed his eyes at the vehicle to study it better, and that was when he saw the door open.