Don't watch me go. (Minsung)

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"hyunjin you're so fucking dumb." seungmin resisted the urge to slap the shit out of him in the car.

chan was driving the boys to the hospital after receiving a call from jisung at 5:00 am.

"what do you MEAN?" hyunjin complained, impatiently twitching his leg as he was squished into the car door, seungmin on his right side.

"if you'd just listen to me when you dragged me inside minho's house, we could've helped jisung find him! but nooo you said they would be 'fine'." seungmin shoved on his glasses.

"minho goes on walks all the time! i really didn't know something would happen again, i thought all this dangerous stuff was done!" hyunjin defended, deflating in the seat.

"wait you were there when jisung went to look for him?" jeongin blurted out, and seungmin aggressively nodded.

"hyunjin you're dumb." he deadpanned, making hyunjin launch out of his seat to attack him.

"hey! don't make me stop this car just to discipline you guys! we're in a rush!" chan shouted, looking through the rear view mirror to see seungmin, hyunjin, and jeongin all losing their shits.

chan quickly put his eyes back on the road, growing annoyed from how the boys ignored him.

he sighed, agitated from all the noise and ruckus. "i'll count to three." he turned and looked at the boys in the back the second he got to a red light. "one-"

"we're sorry." hyunjin quickly sat back down.

"are we almost there? i'm freaking out. i have to see that they're okay." felix called to chan from the back.

"yeah we're almost there." chan made a sharp turn, making everyone fly to the left.

"holy shit chan!" changbin sat back up, pulling felix close to him. "be careful or else more of us are gonna end up in the hospital."

"no no don't listen to changbinnie, i vote that you step on it!" felix demanded the opposite, making chan groan.

"alright, everyone just be quiet!" chan shouted, making everyone shut up. "i get it, we're all scared and worried, but we have to calm down." chan made another turn.

"we don't know what happened but we can't be screaming at each other, so be silent. thank you." chan finished, and the silence did fill the car.

it was a nice break from all the screaming.

eventually they did arrive at the hospital, where everyone came pooling out of the car.

they went inside to frantically ask the woman at the desk for help. she directed them to the waiting room where they all quickly ran to.

there they saw jisung, who was sat in a chair, by himself.

minho's mother was allowed to go in and see minho, because she really couldn't stay, but because she was his mother the doctors allowed her to go inside.

honestly she was willing to quit her job to stay, but she knew she couldn't do that. so she settled for a few minutes of seeing her son before she left.

jisung was alone, he was looking at the clock, shivering from being cold. he didn't get any new clothes. up to this point he regretted wearing t-shirts to sleep.

hospitals were generally cold as it is, but he was the only one still wearing pajamas so it definitely made it worse.

however upon seeing jisung, everyone immediately rushed over to him.

chan quickly took off his jacket from seeing him tremble, while he was approaching him.

"hey, jisung hey.." his voice was gentle as he sat down next to him and flung his jacket over jisung's shoulders.

felix took the other seat next to him, wrapping his arms around jisung and rubbing his arms to warm him up.

"are you okay..?" felix whispered, and jisung just nodded.

"yeah, i'm fine.." jisung nodded again, as the others sat down with him. "minho's okay, i think.. they're not done but they said they would be really soon." he spoke.

his eyes were puffy from crying before, and everyone knew he didn't sleep.

"want me to go get you something warm to drink?" changbin asked, and jisung smiled slightly but shook his head.

"seriously guys, i'm fine." he took felix's arm and put it back to the boy's side. "i'm just tired." he admitted.

"well why don't you shut your eyes for a while? we'll wake you when they come get us." hyunjin suggested, and jisung just shook his head.

"they're coming soon so it's fine." he smiled, and that's when chan's eyes fell to jisung's shirt.

his eyes went wide from seeing streaks of blood on it. immediately he stood up, making everyone look at him.

"are they fucking serious? they don't even bring you a new shirt?" chan suddenly seemed furious as he went to go talk to someone.

"wait chan- it's okay really-"

"no it's not, what the fuck is wrong with them? they expect you to sit here in this state? fucking bullshit." chan looked at changbin and motioned for him to come with him.

he got up and went with chan to ask for something else jisung could wear. (well, by 'ask' it really meant that chan was going to complain about their working system).

jisung sighed a bit, and felix looked at the dried streaks of blood, swallowing nervously. "was it bad..?" he hesitantly asked, and jisung just nodded his head.

"i was scared." he mumbled. "but i'm sure he's okay.." jisung was honestly had no idea what to do. "they arrested jiho."

that seemed to be the only good news about this situation though.

soon chan returned with changbin, and everyone could tell they were on their way back because they heard chan yelling at the hospital worker.

jisung cringed and buried his face in his hand in embarrassment, as they came closer.

"you really need to take care of every single person who walks through those doors. did you think it was appropriate to leave him like that? wearing a fucking bloody shirt? a blind person could be able to tell that he was freezing. what's wrong with you guys?" he yelled, and they heard the apologetic voice of the random male nurse.

"of course! you're right our apologies, it won't happen again-"

"oh i know it won't happen again." changbin's voice butted in.

they were in sight again, and there was a man holding a new shirt for jisung.

they only had short sleeved shirts in the hospital- but it was better than what jisung had on currently.

"here you go, we're sincerely sorry that we didn't notice you needed new attire." the man apologized; making jisung's face redder as he looked up at chan and changbin with a look saying 'you didn't have to grill him'.

"ah it's okay." jisung took the large black shirt and took off chan's jacket to go change in the bathroom.

while he was in the bathroom, he quickly turned on the hot water in the sink and put his hands under the running water.

he sighed in content at his cold fingers started to warm up.

afterwards he dried his hands and then went back to everyone.

however once he came back he saw a doctor speaking to the boys, but he left. jisung gasped and rushed up to them, where chan explained.

"we can see him now." he said, and jisung mentally felt a thousand pounds lift off his shoulder in relief that now he could finally see him.

everyone got up and jisung lead them to the room, entering first without any hesitation.

he opened the door and saw that minho was awake already.

they locked eyes.

minho warmly smiled and waved. "hi bitches, i lived."