SUPER SOCIETY. スーパー社会 Sūpā Shakai ( Super High School. )

BONUS 17 : WHY CONTINUE LIVING.

A/N :
THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER MAYBE UNSUITABLE FOR SOME OF THE READERS, MY APOLOGIES!!

THESE PARTS CARRY INFORMATION THAT ISN'T YET REVEALED OR WAS SCRAPPED FROM THE MAIN STORY THEY ARE BONUS SCENES OR BLOOPERS IF YOU WILL .

CHAPTER NAME : WHY CONTINUE LIVING.

( Mikaru Hyroyuki's P.O.V. )

" Damn this tickles, why did I even think this was a good idea again ? "

Fumi said and I said completely dumbstruck by how unbelievable this was.

" Oh that's strange all the stress and heartache I was feeling is completely gone now. "

Fumi was shocked but she attempted to hide it by yelling at me as she got flustered trying to understand everything I just attempted to explain.

" Uh, shut up Woody !!! Anyway it sounds like you've been having a even worst time than I'd ever imagine, but still I'm happy for you. You sound like you were somewhat able to move on and make plenty of friends after I died. You've managed to make friends that you'd do anything in order to protect, I'm routing for you Woody whenever you feel that even the world's against you I'm always by your side cheering you on so never give up. There's no point in standing around here since you'll most likely only be showered by more feelings of regret. "

She was always so charismatic but I couldn't see things her way.

" Be honest Fumi, do you really think that I can really save them if I go back once more ? "

She then became saddened as she began to explain saying.

" No, I can't certainly say you'll succeed but since you'd end up here anyway it'd be better if you actually tried before giving up. "

So I was supposed to go through hell again just to make sure I was making the right choice, no way I couldn't bare going through that all again so I yelled at her asking.

" But if I'd end up here anyway then who cares what I do, I could just stay here an it wouldn't mean a thing would it !? "

" That's right. Everything that you thought had meaning every moment of happiness, hopes an dreams none of them matters when your dead. We all die but does that mean our lives were meaningless to begin with, was there no point to us even being born to begin with, would you say that about me an your parents, were our lives meaningless ? "

Fumi asked alluding to the fact that everyone I've ever cared about's life were meaningless to begin with, I was left speechless since my friends sacrificed themselves meaninglessly since I ended up dying anyway. But Fumi then continued  saying...

" They were not, the memory serves as a lesson, a example to us all, the courageous, the anguish their lives had meaning because the living refuses to forget them, so if you return to certain death we'll all trust in you an the other living to make the necessary sacrifices for us who have already passed !! Never forget the bonds we shared an the reason we chose you to continue living, the Mikaru we knew doesn't just give up when life gets though an unbearable, Mikaru pushes forward with a smile an changes that fate !!  "

She's right.

She motivated me which caused me to wondered why, why would she still believe in me why would she still care this much about me especially after everything I've done and I asked yarning for a answer.

" Fumi don't you hate me, I was the one who killed you after all ? "

THE END !!!

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