I'm starting to wonder if I'm the problem? There is no way i attract this naturally...I should've listened when my mother told me to stay away from boys...especially the ones like these.
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A typical Jamaican highschool relationship or so they thoug...
Holding down on my close friends icon I make sure that Xavier and Nicki are the only ones able to see my story before clicking post.
Going back to rewatch the video of me dancing in one of my bikinis in Jaz'a pool I smile a little waiting for him to see it.
"You know seh you nave nothing fi do" Nicki shakes her head at me, I shrug carelessly scrolling aimlessly through Instagram awaiting a reaction from Xavier.
"Aye me seh me want he tump you innah you farid" she laughs still watching the video I just posted.
I roll my eyes, "Xavier can go chuck off innah something" I hiss my teeth.
After how this man come bad me up and have Zaiya all over him yesterday him take up himself go out lastnight and have girl a twerk infront a him.
Big up Sajay fi him story post dem!
"Bwoy mi nuh know, unuh a something else. Wah unuh even a cuss bout this time?" Jaz asks coming to sit in the living room joining me on the floor as I sort through the package of swimsuits Jaz wants me to model for her.
I sigh not really wanting to get into the issue.
"One day them happy and next them innah malice, unuh caah live good and act like big people?" Nicki asks.
"And you know seh me nah medz them though! Cause by later you see him call har and a them that again" Jaz says, I hiss my teeth.
Mi nuh innah nothing with thim...right now atleast.
I'm no longer upset with him, or well, as much as I was. But, I do still feel like being petty especially after what he did lastnight.
Hearing my phone ping, my heart leaps as i quickly pick it up hoping to see a notification from him, I sigh feeling annoyed when I realize it's only Tajay asking for something.
'Favorite twin caah borrow you airpods?'
I'm more than sure I got him his own when I bought mine.
Responding with a simple yes, I switch apps entering Instagram to see if he's even active.
After checking his activity status I smile alittle seeing that he's active though he hasn't seen my story as yet.
For some reason my heart rate picks up as I await his reaction, as soon as the words typing appearing in his chat I quickly close the app and turn off my phone.
My phone pings after a moment, I hesitantly pick it up checking the screen.
My smile widens immediately seeing his message as soon as I enter the chat.
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