Drunk Off You

Pushing P

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TANSANEÉ POV
Jan. 03
3weeks later

Feeling as miserable as ever, I keep my head in my phone not in the mood to be talkitive while getting my nails and hair done simultaneously.

I feel overstimulated...too much a who me nuh care fi deh roun deh roun me.

Today is the day of my baby shower, for an event I've planned down to a T of how I want it to go and anticipated for so long...I didn't think on the day I'd feel so...uninterested.

I honestly want to just be in bed, unlike a few weeks ago. Baby girl has been extra active.

For some reason she thought lastnight was the best time to use my bladder as a trampoline making me piss myself in the car.

The car Xavier had just gotten cleaned...

He was pretty understanding and tried to not make me feel embarrassed since it was out of my control.

But, still, I felt bad.
It turns out her lack of movement that day was due to my inactivity. So Dr.Richmond has me exercising every single day.

"You nuh plan fi stop vex up yuh face?" My mother's voice meets my ear.

I look up at her, forcing a smile.
"Me just tired, she keep me up all night" I lie.

Me nuh badda wah do none a this...

"Hush, it's only a few more weeks left."
I nod, "Can't wait for her to be out of me, I want to lay on my stomach ."

She smiles rubbing my belly gently.
"Your boyfriend said he'll be here for you soon and you know the event starts at 12." Her voice gentle, still it does nothing but frustrate me.

It's 10...which means I have 2 more hours to get ready and everything is still being done at the moment.

I sigh sipping my Starbucks for a little pick me up, I still feel overwhelmed with all the people around me.

Stationed between my hairstylist, nail tech and makeup artist, as well as my stylist who has my dress hung up infront of me and my mother who is just excited to be here.

I begin to feel too claustrophobic.

"Can I get a second?" I ask them, Tae and Ky look at me, Miyah's face filled with concern, "You okay? You've been off since we got here.."

I'm usually talkative with them when we work together.

The three of them have been my team for every major event or shoot I've had. We have a friend like bond so for me to just be here in my phone, not something we're used to.

"Yeah, I just need some air" I say softly.
Walking straight out through the front door I breathe now standing in my front yard barefoot since I didn't bother to put on any shoes.

With my eyes shut I take in a few deep breaths, hoping to calm my nerves but I can't.

Ah bwoy...me will cancel all a this shit enuh.

I shut my eyes then open them shortly after at the sound of an engine. Immediately I feel a little bit lighter, when I see Xavier's Benz making its way around down our strip.

He pulls into our drive way, I don't even wait.
As soon as he parks I'm at the driver side pulling the door, he looks at me. "Hey baby" he greets me, I wrap my arms around him.

He rubs my back, "Wah do you? Why you out here?" He asks, I sigh.

"I just feel overstimulated" I say softly, not exactly wanting to let him go.