Drunk Off You

Cheap

For some reason wattpad keeps removing the songs and images when I add them.

TANSANEÉ POV

Once my bedroom door closes behind me I sigh. I place the drink on my side table before laying in
bed.

God I feel so cheap.

I don't know what got into me, I shouldn't have went out there. I knew he hada girlfriend and I still went.

Is this who I am?

I groan into my pillow and my door knocks startling me.

"Sister?" Thalia's voice comes through the door and i sigh.

"What happened?" She asks me closing the door behind her.

"Its like me caah escape fuckry" I say exasperated sitting up.

She sighs,"Wah him do?" I shake my head at the memory.

"We innah in car right, him have me a straddle him lap while we talk. Then him phone ring and him answer it a talk to Katrina then she send him picture of her a arch innah mirror" I hiss loudly.

"She did a ask him fi come over and some shit, like God know? How man so wicked bredda?" I ask rethorically cursing.

Thalia is just watching me.

"You like him?" She asks me and I look at her with a straight face.

"Its not about that, it's the fact that him have me a go pan date and a cuddle while him have a girl wah nuh know bout me, I feel cheap!"

"We both know you aren't so don't even say that" she says and I sigh.

"Me ago avoid him, because God know me caah take them type a fuckry ya"

"First kash now Xavier me caah live innah peace?!" I exhale deeply.

Thalia hugs around me and I sigh.

"Its gonna be fine" she tells me rubbing my back.
I nod.

"I need to shower" I mumble into her chest.
She pulls back and I stand heading into my bathroom.

Slowly stripping out of my clothes I look at my body in the mirror.

Replaying Thalia's words in my head.
I sigh getting into the shower.

Thursday
1:09am

My head is turned to the ceiling with my bottom lip tucked in between my teeth.

I release it with a sigh looking over at my clock. 'Anna Mae'-Summer Walker plays lowly on my Alexa adding sound to the dark room.

My eyes find the text message on the screen from Xavier that I read for the umpteenth time since I received it earlier.

'Saneé answer me'
He had tried calling earlier after I came back inside but I declined all the calls.

I close the screen placing the phone on the bed turning on my side.

The memory of his hard member between my thighs makes me close my legs together. I curse inwardly.

Why?
Why me?

God I feel so cheap.

I don't know what got into me, I shouldn't have went out there. I knew he had a girlfriend and I still went.