I'm starting to wonder if I'm the problem? There is no way i attract this naturally...I should've listened when my mother told me to stay away from boys...especially the ones like these.
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A typical Jamaican highschool relationship or so they thoug...
Mi nuh wah dehyassodawg. Right now I want to be with my girl.
Not that she wants to see me.
As she claims she wants a 'break' to think, I've fallen back to give her the space she needs but it's starting to take a toll on me being that she became a part of my daily routine over the last couple of weeks.
Seeing her everyday and having to leave her alone as she avoids me bring out a feeling I hate.
Despite my attempts to apologize and try to talk shit out she still remains the same towards me.
All I want is to make this better so we can get back to being the us that I got used to.
I know I made a mistake, one I really am sorry about.
I hate that I hurt her. Her words replay in my head.
"Xavier mi nuh like feel like me affi a compete wid you ex..."
But you aren't.
I completely despise Katrina for saying what she did to her, I have no idea why she would lie about sleeping with me.
Especially after I feel like I made it clear I wanted nothing to do with her.
I shake my head, Mi really attract this delusional bomboclaat gyal?
"Ih man look stress you fuck" Taghe says from the island chuckling.
"Xavier Banks a mad ova gyal neva know me woulda live fi see this" Deonte comments.
I hiss my teeth, "Nuh say nothing cause your b nah dealid you"
He hisses, "Nathalia alright ya man" All them two idiot ya nah chat ova fuckry.
I take out my phone opening the Instagram application.
My mood worsens immediately seeing a picture she posted only twenty minutes ago.
The universe nuh want man ave peace.
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I find myself staring at it completely captivated by her beauty.
A really this mi fuck up wid?
"Watch him a stalk the B now, man a stare and smile ova deh" he laughs, my face hardens.
"Dawg why you nuh shut the fuck up?" My tone frigid feeling extremely annoyed with him.
