Kpop Sickfics & Hurtfics

The Weight of the Spotlight (Kyungmin)

Kyungmin's world had become a blur of lights, music, and relentless schedules. The pressure of performances, rehearsals, and constant public appearances was weighing heavily on him. Every day seemed to blend into the next, a continuous loop of exhaustion and stress. The passion that once fueled him was now overshadowed by a growing sense of burnout.

It had been a particularly grueling week. The group had been preparing for their comeback, and the demands on Kyungmin were reaching an all-time high. He felt a gnawing fatigue that no amount of sleep could alleviate. His muscles ached, his mind was clouded, and his spirit was waning.

In the practice room, Kyungmin's movements were stiff and lackluster. He stumbled through the choreography, his frustration mounting with each misstep. His usually sharp focus was replaced by a haze of irritation and exhaustion.

Shinyu, who had been observing from the sidelines, approached with a concerned expression. "Kyungmin, are you alright? You're not yourself today."

Kyungmin snapped, his patience wearing thin. "I'm fine. Just tired."

Dohoon and Younjae exchanged worried glances. "You don't look fine," Younjae said gently. "Maybe you should take a break."

"I said I'm fine!" Kyungmin's voice was sharper than intended. He was embarrassed by his outburst but was too worn out to offer an apology. He tried to push through the practice, but his frustration only grew as he struggled to keep up.

The rest of the members were increasingly concerned. Hanbin, Jihoon, and Shinyu noticed Kyungmin's dwindling energy and the way he snapped at the others. It was clear that something was seriously wrong.

That evening, after a particularly taxing rehearsal, Kyungmin collapsed onto the couch in the dorm, his shoulders slumped. The others gathered around, their faces etched with concern.

"Kyungmin, you need to talk to us," Hanbin said softly. "We can see that you're not okay. It's more than just being tired."

Kyungmin rubbed his face wearily. "I don't know. It's just... everything is so overwhelming. I can't seem to keep up."

Jihoon, who had been quiet until now, spoke up. "We're here for you, Kyungmin. We've noticed the strain you're under. It's okay to admit that you need help."

Kyungmin's eyes filled with frustration and tears. "I don't want to be a burden. I should be able to handle this."

Shinyu shook his head. "No one is saying you're a burden. We're a team, and we look out for each other. You've always been there for us, and now it's our turn to support you."

Kyungmin felt a pang of guilt but also a flicker of relief. The weight of his emotions had been suffocating, and the thought of sharing his struggles was both daunting and comforting.

"I just feel so drained," Kyungmin admitted. "I'm constantly on edge, and I can't seem to shake this feeling of exhaustion. I don't even enjoy performing anymore. It's like I'm just going through the motions."

Younjae reached out, placing a reassuring hand on Kyungmin's shoulder. "Burnout is serious. You're pushing yourself too hard, and it's taking a toll on you mentally and physically. We need to address this before it gets worse."

The group discussed ways to help Kyungmin. They agreed that he needed a break from the relentless schedule and a chance to recharge. The members decided to adjust their plans, rearranging rehearsals and public appearances to give Kyungmin some much-needed time off.

The next few days were a mix of rest and support. Shinyu, Dohoon, and Hanbin took on additional responsibilities, ensuring that Kyunmin could focus on his well-being without the constant pressure of the group's demands.

Jihoon and Younjae organized relaxing activities to help Kyunmin unwind. They spent time watching movies, cooking simple meals, and engaging in calming exercises. It was a deliberate effort to create a space where Kyungmin could relax and let go of the stress that had accumulated.

One evening, as Kyungmin sat in the common area with the members, he felt a sense of calm that had been missing for a long time. The support and understanding from his friends were helping him find a balance he hadn't realized he needed.

"I didn't think taking a break would help this much," Kyungmin said, his voice soft. "I've been so caught up in trying to meet everyone's expectations that I forgot to take care of myself."

Hanbin smiled gently. "It's easy to get lost in the pressure. But your health is more important than any performance or obligation. You have to remember that you're human, not just a performer."

Kyungmin nodded, feeling a weight lift from his shoulders. "I appreciate everything you've done for me. I didn't realize how much I needed this until now."

As Kyungmin's energy began to return, he started to participate more actively in the group's activities. His mood improved, and his interactions with the other members became more positive. The break had allowed him to reconnect with his passion for performing and appreciate the joy it brought him.

The group's support didn't stop with just giving Kyungmin time off. They continued to check in on him, making sure he was managing his stress and not overextending himself. They encouraged open communication and reassured him that it was okay to ask for help whenever he needed it.

One day, as they prepared for a rehearsal, Kyungmin addressed the group with a newfound sense of gratitude. "I want to thank you all for helping me through this. I realize now how important it is to take care of myself and to lean on my team when I need it."

Shinyu clapped him on the back. "We're glad to have you back to your old self. Just remember, we're always here for you."

Jihoon nodded. "And if you ever start to feel overwhelmed again, don't hesitate to let us know. We'll work through it together."

Kyungmin felt a surge of appreciation for his members. The experience had taught him the value of self-care and the strength that came from relying on those around him. He knew that the pressures of their career would continue, but he now had a better understanding of how to manage them with the support of his team.

As the group resumed their activities, Kyungmin approached his performances with renewed enthusiasm and a healthier perspective. The challenges they faced were still daunting, but he faced them with the confidence that he wasn't alone. With his members by his side, he felt ready to embrace both the highs and lows of their journey, knowing that together, they could overcome anything.