NUT DA NUTTAH - Boreo (OLD)

Chapter 25~ Winter Air.

((Headphones this'll be short cause my neighbor is Making a lot of noise and I can't focus to well.))

"If Alice had a post-engagement policy, it was to pass."
― Alexis Coe

Good god, it's the day before Halloween. I mean... the night. I'm laying in bed next to Boris. I'm tired and ready to get a good nights sleep next to him. This is seriously the most amazing Bed I have ever been in. The mattress feels amazing. It sinks your body in like quicksand when you lay directly in it. It treats your sore muscles nicely. Rebuilding your body so you feel fresh and new in the morning. Last night we both laid here with damp hair. Just staring at he ceiling as rain tapped on the window outside. We signed about whatever came into our heads, even if it didn't come out right or didn't make any sense at all.
We moved on to a more sensitive topic about mental health. Ever since we moved both our mental health has gotten better. We ended it with a tackle. I accidentally socked Boris right in the jaw. I felt bad but he told me that he was okay. He had to convince me.
I still feel incredibly bad. Luckily there was no blood involved.
Our minds both still racing about the thought of each other's mental health. How much we trusted each other. And how we were both very angry at the earth. But managed to find each other some how. It almost made me second guess my thoughts about my hate for this earth.

"Boris. Would you marry me? Like... when we get older."

"Of course Potter! I'm still waiting for the day."

"Me too... me too."

Both our cheeks tinted a pink color. I knew one day I would marry this man. I am really happy how Boris is literally helping me through everything. He's the first person I come to. My absolute shoulder to lean on.
Boris still has that nirvana shirt. I found it at the bottom of one of our bags. It made me smile when I saw it. It still fits him. He had it on the other day. I quit going to therapy. Because I have therapy in bed. Right next to me. (Hah, funny joke.)
He has honestly taught me the weirdest things... things I could probably survive without knowing but it's cool sometimes.
He has finally learned to stop when I get annoyed. Which is great. Considering he makes me mad with his jokes a lot. But were quick to get over it. Because I know he just wants to see me smile and laugh.
He stopped.

Im so tired.

I'm also so lost in thoughts.

Not about myself. But the love of my life.

It feels like I just met him yesterday.

Yet we're so far in our relationship.

I love him so much.

I'm still confused.

Help.

This is Theo Decker, Signing off.