Once it was read that "to lose, it meant that you had something" but what can you do after you lost everything that ever gave you meaning? Emma Gilbert has experienced loss and grief her entire life; being abandoned by her biological mother, never fitting in anywhere she went, losing her adopted parents, her bond with Elena and Jeremy fading with the good memories, and slowly losing herself after death knocked on her door and refused to take her away. What will happen when the Salvatore Brothers come back to Mystic Falls and everything changes? *This book follows the Tvd & To Storyline* BOOK 1 OF 2 Started: 15/06/2022 Ended: 26/08/2022 Originally started: 10/12/2017 Originally ended: 20/08/2018