Tommyinnit Oneshots (With SBI)

What did I do Wrong? (2/3) (Tommy Angst)

This is the second part of What did I do wrong?

Warning- Attempted suicide- pills

Please don't read this if it triggers you.

Tommy POV (1st)

Before I even knew what I was doing I had swallowed the pills. Tears watered in my eyes as the effects began. 

Blood began to trickle from my mouth as my vision blurred. My knees buckled beneath me as I crumpled to floor.

Help, please... I don't want to die. Reality began to set in. I was dying. I would never wake up again.

What did I do wrong?

The sound of my door being thrown open was the last thing I heard.

"TOMMY!"

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Wilbur POV (1st)

Why would he call? Tommy hardly ever called me from my phone. Why wouldn't he have used discord? A pit began to form in my stomach, giving me a bad feeling.

"Wilbur? You okay Mate?" Phil's voice crept into my thoughts.

"Yeah sorry." I apologized. I wanted to get back to streaming, but that feeling wasn't going away.

"Who called, if you don't mind me asking?" Techno questioned, curious.

"It was just Tommy." 

"What did he want?" Tubbo asked, muting his stream as everyone else did.

"He didn't really say anything and he just said sorry and hung up." I replied. "It was really weird. He never uses my real phone number."

"Has anyone talked to Tommy recently?" Ranboo said, fearing overwhelming his voice.

"You don't mean-" Techno began.

That's when I realized what was happening. He was having those thoughts again. He called for help. And I-

I abruptly ended my stream, "I have to go check on him!" I shouted, not waiting for answer. I grabbed my keys and sprinted to my car.

He wasn't too far, maybe a ten minute drive. If I hurried I could get there in seven minutes. I didn't care if I was speeding or driving recklessly, I couldn't lose him. Not my little brother.

I called an ambulance, explaining the situation and giving his address. Then I called Tommy.

Ring, ring, ring...

Ring, ring, ring... 

"Please answer Toms." I cried. I was two minutes away. Faster, I need to drive faster!

Ring, ring, ring...

"You've reached-" I hung up, ringing him again.

As soon as I put the car in park I jumped out. He was alone... he was all alone. I pulled out a key I had for emergencies and rushed inside.

I sprinted to his room, throwing his door open. There he was, laying on the floor, frail and cold. 

"TOMMY!" I screamed, running to his side. I checked his pulse, praying for something-anything. A moment passed and I felt it. A faint heartbeat. 

Sirens could be heard outside and people dressed in white entered. They took Tommy away. I wanted so much to grab him back, to make sure he couldn't leave me again, but I let him go. I knew this was only way he would survive. 

I sobbed on the floor, taking a deep breath. My hands were shaking. I almost lost him. I almost lost my baby brother and it was my fault. Why didn't I talk to him? I knew how fragile his mental health could get.

I shook my head, taking my phone out. I need to tell them. I joined the voice chat, which surprisingly they were still all in. I could only hope they weren't streaming.

"Wil?" Phil called my name.

"H-he... He tried-d." I sobbed, just the idea broke me. He was too young, too innocent. He should never have to deal with stuff like this.

"Oh my god." Techno gasped.

"Is he..." Tubbo was scared to ask, I could tell by the shaking in his voice.

"I got to him in time-e. He's being rushed to the hospital now." I tried to keep my voice from trembling, but it was so hard. I almost lost Tommy and it would have been my fault.

"What Hospital?" Phil immediately asked.

"******** I think. I'm heading there now." I slowly rose from the floor, making my way downstairs.

"I'm on my way." Phil left the call.

"Wil, could you pick me up? I-I don't want to-" Tubbo began.

"Yeah, I'll pick you up. What about you Ranboo?" I let the question linger.

"Just let me know how he's doing. I think this is between you guys."

I nodded, "Thank you."

"I'm buying a plane ticket, I should be there early tomorrow morning." Techno said.

I nodded, we were going to be there for him. 

For our Tommy.

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I think I'll do one more part to this. 

Hope you liked it!

-Snowy