Tommyinnit Oneshots (With SBI)

A Jealous Friendship (Tommy angst) (3/3)

TW- Depressing thoughts, Suicide Attempt. Please read with caution

Tommy POV

Life became much duller. I moved back into my old house, that was slowly crumbling to the ground. Most of the stuff had been stolen apart from worthless junk. Not that I really cared, I didn't really care about anything.

I had just lost my two best friends. And there was probably no way of getting them back.

Days turned into a few weeks of me simply doing nothing. I barely ate or slept. I looked like a ghost, with pale skin and dark shadows under my eyes.

I just didn't see the point of even living if I was just going to be alone.

One day it became too much. I stood with sword in my hand, ready to slit my own throat. Sure it would be painful, but I deserved it. I deserved to feel the pain that Purpled felt.

My finger glided along the blade. Slowly I raised the sword, leaning it against my throat.

"TOMMY!" Suddenly the sword was knocked out of my hand, a rogue arrow forcing it to the floor.

I looked up in surprise, tears pouring down my face. "P-Purpled."

"Oh my God Tommy!" the teen raced to my side, immediately hugging me. 

Gripping his shirt in my fists, I sobbed into his shoulder. "I-"

"Shh Toms, I'm here now."

"I'm so sorry!" I sobbed, feeling the guilt begin to surface. "I-I didn't mean to-"

"I know Toms, I know." Purpled held him close, leaning his chin on my head. "I forgive you."

"You do?!" I pulled back, searching his face for any hint of dishonesty. 

"I've had a lot of time to think about it... and I do. I forgive you." He pulled me back into a hug. "I'm so sorry you were all alone for this long."

"It was my-y fault." I began.

"Maybe, but you still didn't deserve to be alone." he paused, finally letting me go. He rose to his feet, putting his bow into his quiver. He offered a hand to me, which I gratefully accepted. "Can we start over?"

"Really? Even after everything?"

"Is that a yes?" he smirked, wrapping an around me.

I smiled as I thought about it. A life with Purpled as my best friend was a life I wanted to live. He could help me, I wouldn't be alone. Maybe I could get back on my feet. Maybe I could become Tommy again. I was willing to take the chance if nothing else.

"Yes, we can start over."

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Hope you liked it!

It was a shaky ending, but there you go!

Hope you have a wonderful day!!

-Snowy