Tommyinnit Oneshots (With SBI)

It's Been A Rough Night

This is going to be a rant, just told as a Tommy one shot.

Tommy POV

I smiled, glancing at the time. Only one more hour and I could finally play with my brother! I couldn't help but be excited, since it was really the only time I got to hangout with him. I yawned, continuing to type at my computer.

I heard my door open and I sighed, holding back a groan. Wilbur came crashing in with the dog hot on his heels. Immediately our dog began eating my blankets, beginning to ripe at them.

"Wilbur! What are you doing in here?" I asked, glancing back at the story I was writing. I really wanted privacy, especially when I was this close to finishing. Besides, I would be playing with him in an hour.

"Come help me wash the dishes." he jumped up and down, causing the dog to jump all over my precious papers.

"Wilbur! Stop!" I shouted, trying to rescue my pages from being ripped to shreds.

"Then come help me." he whined, looking up at me.

I bit my lip, glancing back at my computer. I couldn't help but grow annoyed since he did this all the time and there was nothing I could do about it. My parents didn't care and neither did Techno, so I was forced to live with little to no privacy. The thing was I gave Wilbur all the privacy he wanted, even helping him with chores and I never got any of that in return.

"I'll help you if you get out of my room." I offered, deciding to be stubborn. I couldn't help it, he had been irritating all day and it was getting on my nerves. Of course, I wanted to play with him later, just not right now.

"No, you need to get out first." he retorted, throwing a sock at me.

I rolled my eyes, "It's my room Wilbur."

"I'm older so I have more power."

"I said leave Wilbur." I said, growing more irritated. I would literally help him if he would just leave the room, saving my favorite blankets in the process.

My dog began barking, beginning to tear my blanket. Instantly I jumped up, pulling it to safety.

"Come on Tommy." he said, grabbing my arm. 

I pulled my arm back, shaking my head. "I told you to leave." The dog began barking once more. I could practically see myself being yelled at in the morning by my parents for how loud she was being.

"You're being selfish Tommy." Wilbur spat.

I bit my lip, "I don't have to help at all, if you would rather it be that way." I turned away from him, only for my chair to be spun back to face him.

He jabbed me, making me glare at him. "Come on." I spun around, trying my best to ignore him.

"I told you what you had to do, you're in control here." I commented. He grabbed my arm again, tightening his grip so I couldn't squirm away. I could feel the bruise forming as he began dragging me out of the room.

"Let go of me!" I shouted, finally managing to escape his grip.

He looked at me, his eyes full of rage. "You're a horrible, selfish person Tommy. I hate you so much. Just go fucking die!" he screamed.

I felt my heart crack as he stomped out of my room and into his own, slamming the door behind him. I ran out of my room, going to the furthest room in the house. 

It was only then that I allowed myself to cry... was I really better off being dead? The worst part is I really considered it, I really thought about just leaving and never coming back.

I had done everything in my power to be a good brother. But it never changed anything. The dishes weren't even my job, they were his. 

I bit my lip, muffling my sobs. After all I didn't need him mocking me too. Because I was weak, I was nothing but a mistake.

I curled in on myself, my body trembling from my violent cries.

I guess we're not playing tonight, I thought miserably.

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It's been a rough night. I don't usually rant like this and I'm sorry if it just seems like complaining. I just don't know how else to deal with besides writing.

Sometimes I wonder if he even cares about me at all. Would he even notice if I just disappeared one day?

Sorry for all of this, I'll be fine, I'm just having a tough night.

Anyway, I hope you have a better night/day than I'm having. Please remember you are loved.

-Snowy