Tommyinnit Oneshots (With SBI)

I Can't Handle It (Tommy Angst)

Warning- Depressing thoughts, hate comments

Tommy POV

"Bye Chat!" I shouted, ending my stream. I sighed, allowing my smile to drop. I picked up my phone, scrolling to twitter. What I saw caused me to stop.

"Tommyinnit is so annoying!"

"He doesn't deserve the success he has!"

"How is he even friends with Dream?

"He should just go kill himself!"

I felt my heart crack. Was I that annoying? I thought people were enjoying my content. I scrolled down further, but it even got worse.

"Tommyinnit is the worst Youtuber I've ever seen!"

"His friends are just pitying him!"

"No one likes him!"

"No one would care if he just disappeared."

Tears formed in my eyes, but I didn't try to wipe them. Would no one care? Were they really pitying me?

Wilbur had told me never to read hate comments, now I could see why. They just fueled your own insecurities. 

I needed to call someone. I opened my contacts, my finger hovering above Wilbur's. What if I was being a burden? What if I was just annoying?

I bit my lip, clicking the call button. 

Ring, ring, ring

He probably won't answer.

Ring, ring, ring

He probably hates me.

Ring-

"Hello?"

A sob escaped my lips before I could even try to hold it in. 

"Toms? Are you okay? What's wrong?!" Wilbur's frantic voice sounded out the phone.

Words wouldn't come out of my mouth. Somehow I couldn't tell him what was wrong. My hands shook causing me to drop my phone.

"I'm coming Tommy, hold on. I'll be right there." My eyes widened.

"N-no-" I croaked, trying to tell him I was fine. That I was only taking up his time. 

"You are not fine Toms. You need me right now, and I need to make sure you're okay." 

Minutes passed as I tried to stop crying, but the tears wouldn't stop. I curled up on my bed, just wanting the feeling to go away.

And suddenly he was there. I felt arms wrap around me and I looked up to see Wilbur. He pulled me into his lap, running his fingers through my hair.

"You're okay, Toms. I'm here. Your big brother is here." he said softly.

"I'm-m sorry-y." I sobbed, burying my face into his chest.

"You have nothing to be sorry for. I'm sorry I couldn't get here sooner." he paused. "Do you want to tell me what upset you?"

I shoved my phone into his hands. I closed my eyes, just wanting to feel safe. 

Wilbur inhaled sharply, looking down at me. "Oh Toms." He held me even closer. "I'm so sorry you read that." He sighed, "They're wrong you know. You deserve every bit of success you've gained. We don't pity you. We're friends with you because we all love you. You're everyone's little brother and nothing will ever change that." 

I opened my eyes looking up at him. "Really?" I hiccupped.

"Of course! Don't you dare ever think otherwise." 

He pulled me back into the embrace. I smiled, knowing that I had friends. That I had Wilbur.

In the end, that's all that ever mattered.

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Sorry I didn't post yesterday! I was very busy. I might not be able to post for the next couple days, but I will try. 

This was really rushed, but it's something at least.

I am working on the requests!

Hope you have a wonderful day!

-Snowy