Jealous Friendship (Bad ending)

1.4K 58 10
                                    

This was a request!

Be aware this is about suicide. Please don't read it if you're uncomfortable with it!

PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION (THIS IS COMPLETELY FICTIONAL AND HAS NO RELATION WITH THE ACTUAL TOMMYINNIT)

Tommy POV

Everything was so much duller... it was like there was no light in the world. Each day dragged on more than the last. I returned to my house, if you could even call it that. It was pretty much destroyed, being nothing more than some kind of a dirt cave. Most of the stuff I had once had, had been stolen. Not that I really cared, I didn't really care about anything anymore. There was no light left.

I had lost the two people I had left. My two best friends.

And it was all my fault.

I held on for as long as I could, trying to find something to keep me alive.

But there was nothing. All I wanted was for it to be over.

So I began writing letters, apologies to all the people I had hurt and all the regret I felt. I only hope people would read them. Especially Tubbo and Purpled. But I had no way of knowing.

Moving to the chest, I pulled out out my dagger. I stared at it sadly, shaking my head. I wish it didn't have to end like this. But part of me knew that I deserved it. 

I deserved everything.

The blade gleamed in the light, grinning up at me. Just do it. With a shaky breath, I moved it to my wrist. A tear rolled down my cheek as I pressed the blade against my skin.

I was done with life.

---------------

Purpled POV

Purpled had a horrible feeling in his gut, like something horrible had happened. The more he thought about it, the more he felt bad for Tommy. Maybe he really was sorry... 

The brunette quickly made up his mind, heading towards Tommy's house. Maybe there was still time to salvage their friendship. His footsteps quickened as the house came into view. Knocking on the door, he waited. 

An eerie silence replied, causing a pit to form in his stomach.

"Tommy?" he called out, pushing the door open. Maybe Tommy was sleeping. Moving into the house, he stopped upon spotting something on the wall. It looked to be a not of some kind. Carefully he made his way towards the paper, squinting to see what was on it.

Purpled... I'm so sorry. For everything. I wish I never would have lied to you. I wish I would have appreciated the kindness you showed me. I wish I would have just been honest from the start. I hope you know that I deserved this... I just wish I could have told you all this in person. But I don't want you to resent me even more. I just want to pass in peace...

Pass? Purpled eyes widened as he realized, this was a suicide note. This was Tommy's suicide. "Oh God." he whispered, dropping the paper. "TOMMY!" he screamed, running into the other rooms.

It wasn't long before he came across the body, cold and still on the floor. Blood pooled around Tommy, soaking into his clothes.

Purpled dropped to his knees, bursting into tears.

Tommy was gone.

------------

Hope you liked it!

I like the other ending better, but this was a request.

Thank you for 247K!!

Hope you have a wonderful day!

-Snowy

Tommyinnit Oneshots (With SBI)Where stories live. Discover now