Tommyinnit Oneshots (With SBI)

A Jealous Friendship (Tommy angst)

Please Note this is strictly platonic, I don't ship people

Tommy POV

I'm not jealous. I'm not jealous. 

Everyday I would tell myself that and everyday it became more and more of a lie. I had nothing against their platonic marriage, I just absolutely hated being ignored. Being forgotten.

It hurt me inside and out the more and more they left me out. First it was adventures, then it was movie nights, now it was practically everything. I sometimes wondered if they even knew I still lived in their house. Would they even notice if I just left?

"Hurry up Ranboo! It'll be dark soon!" Tubbo called, slipping into his jacket. I watched as he threw his bag over his shoulder, heading for the door.

"I'm coming, I'm coming!" Ranboo shouted back, racing down the stairs and nearly tripping.

I took a deep breath, allowing a small shred of hope to fill my chest. Maybe they were bringing me, maybe they finally realized what they've been doing. "Where are you going?"

"Just to Fundy's." Tubbo replied, picking up Michael. "He wanted to see Michael again." He turned the door, making my heart sink. The two of them walked out, taking the child with them. I was alone again.

I sighed, looking down as the tears began to fill my eyes. Why was I still here? I shook my head, wiping my tears. If Tubbo wanted to be that way then fine. I would find someone else. 

I would make another friend and I would make Tubbo jealous. That's what I would do, I decided. 

I took a deep breath, pulling on my coat and leaving the house. I knew it was wrong to base a friendship on making someone jealous, but I was more than desperate.

I walked through the snow, barely feeling how cold it was. I knew who I was going to. 

Purpled.

He was an old friend of mine before all the wars. We had been very close. So close that Tubbo would get into arguments with me in order to make me stop being friends with him. After being exiled we had lost touch.

Would he take me back? Or would he turn me away?

I wasn't sure if I could handle anymore heartbreak today.

I stopped in front of his base, biting my lip. Was I really going to do this? I shook my head, clearing my thoughts. I had to if I wanted Tubbo back.

I knocked on the door, stepping back after a moment. Footsteps came from inside before the door swung open. 

Purpled froze, his eyes wide at the sight of me. "T-Tommy?"

I looked down, shifting my feet. "Hey Purpled."

"What are you doing here?" I could hear the hurt in his voice. He was still upset. Maybe I should just go, maybe it would make the pain more bearable.

"I-I-" I stopped, closing my eyes. "I should go, you obviously don't want me here." I turned on my heel, ready to go back to being lonely at home. If I could even call it that.

"Tommy, why are you here?" Purpled repeated, his voice a bit more concerned than before.

I paused, looking back up at him. "I just wondered if you wanted to talk." 

Purpled's eyes softened. "Why don't you come inside?"

I gave him a grateful smile.

Maybe we could be friends again.

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Hope you liked it!

This was a request!

I'll probably write two more parts to this!! 

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Hope you have a wonderful day!

-Snowy