Tommyinnit Oneshots (With SBI)

Not Enough (3/3) (Tommy Angst)

This is part three of Not Enough

Wilbur POV

When I heard a loud thump come from my brother's room, I immediately got up to go and check on him. I had been talking to him less and less, assuming it was just him get moodier. Every teenager went through it, so I assumed he was the same way.

I knocked on the door softly, calling, "Tommy? You okay?" A soft whimper made me freeze. I opened the door and stepped in. I felt my heart drop at the sight of him. 

Tommy was laying the floor, limp and cold. I sprinted to him, checking his pulse. Please be okay, I begged. That's when I really got a good look at him. He looked awful with dark moons under his eyes and pale skin. 

How could Tommy be like this? How could I not have noticed? 

His pulse came through, light but still there. I pulled him close to me, cradling his small frame. I wasn't letting him go.

"TECHNO! PHIL! TUBBO!" I screamed as loud as I could. Tommy needed help, I could tell just by touching him. He was burning up, it was more than just a normal fever.

Multiple footsteps rushed towards us and in came Techno, Phil, and Tubbo. They sprinted to us, panicked.

"What happened?" Phil demanded, worry evident in his voice.

"I don't know!" I exclaimed.

Techno felt Tommy's head and his eyes widened. "I need a wet rag right now! His fever is through the roof!"

Tubbo nodded and raced out the room, returning two minutes later with the items that he requested. Techno laid the rag against Tommy's forehead. 

"Lay him on the bed." Phil instructed.

I carefully picked my little brother up, noticing how light he was. He must not be eating I realized. That worried me even more. How long had he been like this? I placed him in the bed, tucking him in gently.

"How did he get this sick without us noticing?" Tubbo questioned, glancing at Tommy worriedly.

We were all silent, considering the question. They hadn't seen Tommy hardly at all. He always seemed to be busy or just not up for talking.

"Tommy has been acting strange lately." Techno commented. "I haven't really talked to him at all."

"I figured it was just a teenage thing, but obviously there's more to it." I said, exchanging a look with Phil.

"If his fever gets higher, we'll have to take him to the hospital. For now we just need to keep an eye on him." Phil reasoned. 

We all nodded. We would look after him with no hesitation.

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Tommy POV

My eyes slowly fluttered open as I let out a groan. Why was everything so sore? I blinked, looking around the room. I was in my bed. What happened?

A soft snore came from right and I turned, noticing Wilbur beside me. How long had I been asleep? My heart stopped at the thought of all the school work I must be missing. I threw off the covers, ignoring how much my muscles hurt.

"Toms?" I glanced back at my older brother, noticing he was now awake.

"Hey Wilbur." I said, trying to get up. A hand grabbed my arm, pulling me back. Wilbur wrapped his arms around me, providing a nice sense of comfort.

"I was so scared." he mumbled, muffled by my golden hair.

"I'm sorry, I didn't-" I began, nuzzling closer to him.

"It's our fault, isn't it? For not noticing?" he asked softly, knowing it was true.

I sighed, not wanting to admit it. I didn't want them to feel guilty, especially when it was my fault too. My fault for getting jealous. "I'm sorry." I whispered, feeling my eyes turn glassy.

"No I'm sorry Toms." Wilbur pulled me closer, if that was even possible. "I should have noticed, I should have seen how much we were neglecting you. It wasn't fair."

"I forgive you." I smiled.

Wilbur paused, "You know I'm proud of you, right?"

I looked up at him, my eyes wide. "Really?"

"You make me so proud everyday. I love you so much. I couldn't imagine life without you." Wilbur cupped my face, gently running his thumb across my cheek. I felt tears fall, but I didn't care. All that mattered was that he cared. If my big brother cared... then maybe I was enough.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------That ending was horrible

Honestly I have been kind of down lately and my writing kind of reflects that.

Hope you have a wonderful day! And remember you are enough no matter what.

-Snowy